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Can’t Help Falling In Love Chapter 11
Alex: Ok chica!
With that Alex gave Tina a peck on the cheek and headed out the door.
The apartment was quiet and Tina wasn’t so sure she liked being alone with only the nagging voices in her head. Tina sat back down on the couch and carefully opened the envelope.
She saw her name written in Bette’s dramatic handwriting.
As she began to read her eyes filled with tears.
“T,
I wish you had given me an opportunity to explain. Not that I was justified in my actions because I wasn’t. I just need you to understand that you think you understand what it’s like to be me. You don’t. You don’t know what it is to grow up with everyone around you demanding perfection. You don’t know what It feels like to skip your childhood and go right into being a caregiver and adult. In my world Tina you do what ever it takes to survive, that is how I was brought up. Teaching an old dog new tricks isn’t easy and when that old dog is stubborn, pig headed, and scared it’s virtually impossible. I did sleep with him. I am not going to lie to you about it. You deserve more than that. I didn’t do it because I wanted him or I was attracted to him. I did to reaffirm my place in this industry. I did it to make sure I would have a job as long as I wanted it. And most of all I did it because I was trained to believe that was the only way to get what you want in life. Give and take and that is what I chose to give. The more I think about it the more I realize that I do not deserve you. You should have some one devoted to your every need. Someone who could drop everything to be next to you. Someone who saw you enter a room and would run to kiss you. I’m not that girl. I don’t think I ever will be. Until I learn to love and respect myself I can’t possibly appreciate you. Just know that you are always in my thoughts and dreams. I will not seek you out after this. I don’t need to cause you anymore hurt. However, if you are ever lonely or scared. If ever you just want someone to read one of your plays, or you just need to talk, or not talk, whatever, let me know. I’ll be here. With my deepest regrets,
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(71 votes, average: 3.54 out of 5)
I love the new addition, Alice and Tina together could be enuff to get Bette’s attention.
I love this added dimension. And you’ve just gotta love Alice.
K
Wonderful chapter. So glad Alice is there. I hope they have some fun. HOpe you post soon.
WOW so you’re an actress, thats damn cool.. i bet you’re better on stage if you do have all the passion about theatre..
aaaawwww poor lil Alice, i felt a bit sad for her..
plz plz post soon, i look up for a new chapter every day..
Great story Flair. Keep up the good work.
Good update. Yeah it was slightly difficult to read but I’ll survive. Good Job.
I love how you’re adding depth to this story by bringing in Alice! I can’t wait to see what happens at the Tonys! Please continue I think I’m in love!!
oh that was sweet! and I just need to read your story, I NEED to know what happens next so, post soon please!
Great chapter…keep up the good work!
This is damn fine pop fanfic!
One suggestion: could you write your dialogue in play format? The repartee is coming so fast and furious that it’s hard to separate the characters.
Thanks!
Who cares about the spacing!!! This story is so great, I didn’t even noticed!!! Thanks!
Alice’s last line was so heartbreaking and sweet. I LOVE alex! He is great. I also love how most of your characters are sleeping with their bosses!LOL
Bring on the Tony’s, your story is fantastic…love it.
Thank you.
Like Shania Twain would say “you’re still the one” Yeap, your story is the one that keeps me coming back to this site.
wicked!!! Boy do I love this story…I’m glad tina and alice are buds…hmm wonder about shane???? ohhh the web we weave….
An update yippee!!! Thanks woman they mean so much….. Poor Tee I hope things work out for her soon. But at least Bette is thinking of her…..
Brilliant bringing in alice !! this is great thank you
That was great! Your story unfolds so naturally. I love how you added Alice in!
Megga- I wonder if they’ll meet on Sunday. . .I hope B&T are brought back together soon. Glad you brought Alice into the mix, T needs some friends. I love this story, please post again soon!
very sweet chapter, you know I am waiting for the drama at the Emmys…
Sorry Tony’s
Those were subconcious JB thoughts
thanks for the update.. love the way u write!
Good chapter. I love this story and can’t wait for more. Post soon, thanks!
i love ur story.please keep coming.
Ok for some reason my stroy won;t space correctly. I am trying to fix it but i can’t figure it out. I hope you can still understand it. Thanks for pateince
I LUV YOUR STORY, I HOLD ME BREATH EACH DAY TO SEE IF YOU HAVE POSTED YET!!MY ONE COMPLAINT WOULD HAVE TO BE, WRITE QUICKER!!!!!!!!!!
Great Chapter, I lover your story, please post soon
I can’t believe it…Of all prople Alice and Bette sleeps around for clout…Please your killing me…Loved the chapter though…Can’t wait for an update please post soon
It wasn’t the easiest thing to read but that’s not your fault and im sure that’s not going to stop anyone from reading your wicked awesome story. Funny thing is, I was wondering if any of the other ladies were going to be in this and all of a sudden Alice shows up. Get out of my head flair! :) Great chapter
Mmmmmm…this is wonderful storytelling :-)