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    Change – Chapter Two

    Story written on December 22, 2008 by Genner.
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    A cantine can be an eventful place…

     

    I knew I was being completely paranoid, but I was really scared. I didn’t want anybody to know. Of course I couldn’t keep fooling myself, I couldn’t hide under the rock for the rest of my life. One day, Melvin Porter would learn that his daughter was not who he taught she was… that day hell would break loose and I was certain that I probably wouldn’t survive it.

     

    I’ve known all my life that I had no interest in boys or men in that way. I’ve known all my life it was a secret I would never share. I only told Shane because I knew she was a lesbian and Alice because she was bisexual. Both of them had girlfriends from time to time – Shane wasn’t really into the relationship thing and it never lasted really long, Alice would have someone every now and then. It could be a guy or a girl, altough she seemed to be more into girls lately. I wasn’t interested in any of the girls they had pointed out to me and since I told Shane about my huge crush, she didn’t bother to do so anymore. Alice had tried to couple me with a girl named Emily for a long time. Emily was nice and good-looking, but I didn’t think it was fair to be with her if my heart was with someone else.

     

    As if she read my mind, Shane said: “You can’t deprive yourself from love – or sex, for that matter – for the rest of your life because of her.”

     

    I sighed. “I know, but it’s hard. I know I have to accept that she’ll never harbor the same feelings for me, but in my head, I just can’t. It’s like I can’t love anyone else, she has all of my heart. Even if I wanted to, I couldn’t really be into any relationship if it wasn’t for her.” I had to bite back the tears. “It’s just so ridiculous… I don’t know her. I don’t know her at all. I have this image of her, an image I put together with all those small pieces of information and the chance that I’m wrong is so big. The chance that’s she totally different than I think she is… and sometimes, I don’t even want to get to know her. I’m so scared that the image will be destroyed along with me.”

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    1. Oh my god Genns, its like 11 o’clock and i need to get up tomorrow morning, i so did not need to have a cold showere before i go to bed.. but now i do.. grr. great chapter.. uhm.. more! Again, your not getting away with not finishing this one!

    2. ditto noresistance i should be throwing some zzzzzz’s out but i logged on and there’s no way i couldn’t read this! Brilliant start to the story, i’m hooked already…going to bed now…with a smile! pps

    5. Wow, I really love this story. I know it’s really different, but that’s what’s so enticing. Bette being the shy one … hmm … lol. I love it! Can’t wait for more, and thanks for posting!

    7. I love your way with words G, I mean you are brilliant, you know exactly what to write, and I always like to write comments telling the amazing writers like yourself how they made me feel that’s why I tend to write long comments and I am glad that you like them, and “I would have kicked a puppy to be one of them for just one day” was so cute, I couldn’t shake the image out of my head. I love the real life like when you write your stories, it’s so attractive, it really makes me live with you inside that story, for me when I read for you I step inside that world and live those events and emotions with the characters, it’s a feeling of connection that I adore, not to mention it’s a beautiful period in one’s life, everything is happening to you and you find out who you are or what you are not. And I want to tell Tina something, I think it means that you have to work on bringing the two of you together, and sneaking is the best way it can happen at the time being, I find it so exciting when it’s hidden from everyone. G you are a great writer and I am so addicted to your stories, I haven’t read all of them but I am on my way there, you know there are so much to read, sometimes it’s hard to catch up with work and life interfering. Thanks a bunch my friend, I honestly can’t wait till I see you post again.Take CareLove

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