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Change – Chapter Two
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Shane was such an easy person to talk to. She nodded in understanding, altough I knew she had never found herself in this situation. She was clearly thinking of what on earth she was supposed to say now. We had this sort of conversations all the time and it always came down to the same; I should try and forget her.
“I have only one chance left for her to be my teacher… I would do anything, anything to have her for History or English Lit next year. But knowing me, I won’t get that lucky.”
“You don’t know that, Bette. You never know what’s going to happen next. Maybe you meet a girl this summer that blows you away and makes you forget all about ms Kennard. Maybe next year this time, you’ll be looking back at yourself and how you were and you won’t understand what had gotten into you. Maybe next year, she teaches you and she loses her magic… she isn’t that special to you anymore. Fact is that you can’t focus on her solely. Your whole life evolves around her and that’s not good. This is becoming an obsession and I care way too much for you to just sit back and watch you hurt more every day.”
I knew that those words were true and I appreciated her concern, but I couldn’t let go of ms Kennard. Shane was right, my life did evolve around her. I did everything bearing her in mind and just losing her as the centre of anything I did sounded so empty. I was so afraid that after her, there was nothing but a massive black hole I would drown into, keep on drowning. I didn’t want to think about what would happen after next school year, when I was off to college and ms Kennard would stay here, teaching new students, meeting new people… maybe fall in love with one of her colleagues. Just the thought of that made me sick at the pit of my stomach.
“Do you think she’s in love with mr Haspel?” I asked out of the blue. It was something that had been bothering me for quite a while. The way they interacted, they seemed to connect so well. They spent so much time together. Naturally, if she wanted him, he wouldn’t turn her down. Who would turn the most amazingly beautiful, intelligent, genuine, caring and cheerful person on this planet down? I knew that most of those characteristics were ones that I had given her in thought. Maybe she was selfish and I didn’t know. Maybe she was snobbish, maybe she hated gay people… altough she wouldn’t be friends with ms Peabody then, right? Shane had said a thousand times how her gaydar just went crazy around the English teacher. Maybe ms Kennard was straight as an arrow, strictly dickly, crazy for a certain actor, or man in her real life… Mr Haspel?
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Oh my god Genns, its like 11 o’clock and i need to get up tomorrow morning, i so did not need to have a cold showere before i go to bed.. but now i do.. grr. great chapter.. uhm.. more! Again, your not getting away with not finishing this one!
ditto noresistance i should be throwing some zzzzzz’s out but i logged on and there’s no way i couldn’t read this! Brilliant start to the story, i’m hooked already…going to bed now…with a smile! pps
its a good thing i am the last person at work at least in my area…i knew it was Tina having the dream
what does this mean? it means see ya tim,lol tina is gonna find a way to keep running into bette :)PPS
Wow, I really love this story. I know it’s really different, but that’s what’s so enticing. Bette being the shy one … hmm … lol. I love it! Can’t wait for more, and thanks for posting!
Love the story. Its very different. PPS
I love your way with words G, I mean you are brilliant, you know exactly what to write, and I always like to write comments telling the amazing writers like yourself how they made me feel that’s why I tend to write long comments and I am glad that you like them, and “I would have kicked a puppy to be one of them for just one day” was so cute, I couldn’t shake the image out of my head. I love the real life like when you write your stories, it’s so attractive, it really makes me live with you inside that story, for me when I read for you I step inside that world and live those events and emotions with the characters, it’s a feeling of connection that I adore, not to mention it’s a beautiful period in one’s life, everything is happening to you and you find out who you are or what you are not. And I want to tell Tina something, I think it means that you have to work on bringing the two of you together, and sneaking is the best way it can happen at the time being, I find it so exciting when it’s hidden from everyone. G you are a great writer and I am so addicted to your stories, I haven’t read all of them but I am on my way there, you know there are so much to read, sometimes it’s hard to catch up with work and life interfering. Thanks a bunch my friend, I honestly can’t wait till I see you post again.Take CareLove