Chapter 4 After the P Word

You could hear a car coming up the gravel drive wave.
The car stopped and Bette got out of it.
The sun was shining and the lake looked so peaceful.
Bette opened the trunk and got out her suitcase and computer.
She headed towards the quaint little cabin. She noticed the pretty flowers that were blooming. She unlocked the door and went in. The place was very small but homey.
She went into the bedroom and placed her things on top of the bed. She sat on the end of the bed. She stood there frozen..Replaying the events that caused her to have to run
From LA. How could Tina not tell her about the baby? How could Tina be with Helena? I can handle not getting the grant but I cant handle loosing Tina.

She got up and said to herself I have to move on.. Tina must hate me or else she would have told me about the baby! Tina must hate me to go out with Helena from *****!!
Damn it!!!! How could I get my self in such a situation. Bette became enraged and threw her cell phone across the room. It broke apart. Oh no Bette thought to herselfShe had just remembered that Ivan told her there was no phone at the cabin. Well Tina wont call me anyway!


Helena and Tina got out of the limo and went into Emilios Restaurant.
Tina remembered reading the write up about this place in the magazine Alice writes for.
Wow this is really nice Helena Tina said in a shy voice.
Only the best for you Tina, I only treat my woman to the top notch places. Helena said in her snotty British accent.
They entered the crowded restaurant and by passed the long line of people waiting for a table.
The host greeted Helena promptly Good evening Ms Peabody we have your table ready for you, just follow me.
Tina was overwhelmed at the treatment they received. She felt like royalty.
The waiter pulled out the chairs for both of the women and handed them there menus.
There was a very expensive bottle of wine already chilling on the table.
Helena began to pour Tina a glass when Tina put her hand over the glass.
Im sorry Helena I cant drink until after she is born Tina stated.
Oh one glass wont hurt you Tina,,please Helena stated in a conning voice.
No, I have gone through to much to cause any damage to our child I mean my child
Tina replied.
Oh thats right I remember the debate with Faye and Bette.Bette was so unprofessional breaking down on cameragive me a break. Helena stated in a snobbish tone.
Tina was caught of guard.She immediately wanted to defend Bette but she bit her lip to hold back her comments.
I have a very special night planned for usmy Dear Tina She reached over and grabbed Tinas hand and brought it up to her mouth and kissed it.
Tina could feel her face turning red. This was so sweet of her. However for a moment.
She remembered the last valentines day she had with Bette and how..she stopped herselfI cant think about hershe betrayed me. She refocused her attention on to Helena.

The waitress came to the table to take there order. Helena ordered for Tina and herself.
Tina was taken back by this because she thought to herself..My Autonomy?
Helena was over friendly with the waitress and when Tina tried to make a comment how she wanted her steak Helena talked over her. This began to frustrate Tina.

Meanwhile Back at Kits apartment.

Kit was jamming to her new sound system and her new demo tape she just made earlier at the studio.
The door bell rangKit didnt hear it at first.
Then Shane worked the ***** and her, Dana, and Alice preceded into the apartment.
Kit was dancing around when she looked up and saw the three of them standing in front of her. Kit jumped back shocked and turned down the music.
Wow Kit that sounds really goodIs that you singing Shane said in her cool voice.
Yes it isThanks ShaneI am on cloud nine with this stuff Kit.
Kit we need to talk to you ..we are so scared for Tina Alice said in an anxious voice.
Here come in and sit down in the kitchen Kit warmly stated.
The girls all came and sat around the table.
Whats wrong with Tina???Kit said in a caring voice.
The drama queens here think that Helena is out to use Tina to get back at Bette for something that happened in the past. Shane said in a voice that didnt seem convinced of Alices accusation.
So what makes you think this Alice? Kit said with a very concerned look on her face.

Remember how Bette got that picture a few years back from Peggy Peabody and my magazine did a story on how Peggy was furious with her daughter.?Alice commented

Yes I vaguely remembergo on Kit stated

Well Helena showed up at the center and asked Tina out. She came by tonight and picked her up in a limo Alice commented with worry in her voice.

Wheres Bette ..Kit askeddoes she know about this.? Kit said in a strong tone.

Thats another problemWe cant get a hold of Bette.We tried the house she isnt there.We called James he said she took off to go do some research on some artists
Dana said not being able to sit still.

Kit jumped out of her chair and grabbed the phone.. dialing Bettes cell phone number.
The call went straight into voicemail. Kit left a message for her sister to call her immediately.
Kit became worried about her sister.You know Bette hasnt been doing well since the break up She has tried to talk to Tina, she has left messages, and flowers. Tina refused to talk to her. This scares me what if Bette did something stupid? Kit cried out.I cant lose my baby sis!
Shane comforted Kit and calmly said Kit its going to be ok you have to be strong,, Im sure Bette is fine. We will find her.
Alice said Ok now have to brainstorm a plan her to get Tina away from Cruella Deville! Think Think!
I know where was she taking Tina? Kit asked
Ummmm some restaurant five star some Italian name. Dana said
Morettis, Francos??? Kit asked
Emilios Shane calmly answered.
Shane how did you know that? Dana questioned her while Kit and Alice looked at her.
Oh its the newest placethey were talking about it at the Studio today. Shane replied.
Okthe all jumped up and ran to the car.However, Kit volunteered to driver her car because it was bigger. So the all hopped into Kits Escalade.
Wow Kit this is nice! Dana commented.
Thanks Slim Daddy lent it to me until Ivan gets mine fixed. Kit replied.
Whats the fast way there.Shane? Kit asked.
Just go like your going to the Studio but get off the exit before. Shane replied.
Ok..here we go!Kit stated.
They took a turn really sharp causing Dana to slide into Alices lap.
The two of them are nose to nose.
Oh my god you two! We are trying to find Tina and you are giving each other Eskimo kisses.Knock it off…! Shane said playfully.
Dana was totally embarrassed. Alice snuck a kiss really quick while Dana was off guard.
They pulled up to the restaurant and jumped out .. handed the valet the keys.
They saw the limo sitting out front.
Kit Portercan .welcomeIm a huge fan of your music. The host stated.
I didnt see your name on the reservation listdo you want me to get you a table?
No actually we are looking for a friend.. Kit stated..While the girls were scooping out the place for Tina.
I see her! Alice states eagerly. Shane held Alice back from going towards Tinas direction.
Wait. We just cant go running up there..Come on lets go into the bar and devise a plan. Kit stated
Meanwhile back at the cabin
Bette was very depressedHow was she going to go on with her live without Tina.
Tina was her everythingThe reason she got up in the morning, the reason she breathed.
Bette reached out to call Tina..but realized that her cell phone was unfixable.
Oh God Bette you ***** up everything!!! She said to herself.
Think think..She noticed that the tv did have cable and there was a desktop computer hooked up to the cable.Wait I can use my laptop.

Bette hooked up her lap top and sat at the dinner table and began to compose a letter to Tina. I have to right this I have to tell her how I feel. Maybe she will listen this time.

Dear My Dearest Tina,

I know you wanted to have your space to think things out.
However, I have to write you to tell you how Im feeling.
I know I broke your heart..However I never ever meant to do that.
I was so wrong I should have turned to you not to ***** from her.
God if I could turn back time I would I would have came to you.
We could have gone for help. I know its unforgivable and I know I dont deserve a
Second chance. I just wish in your heart you would give me that second chance.
This would be different. You could call the shots. I would do whatever is needed to
Gain your trust again. I would never ***** up again.
I want to be in your life and the life of our little girl. I want us to be a family.
Tina you are my soulmateWithout you I am nothing.
My heart will stop beating if I lose you.
At night I reach out for you..I call your name..I hold on to your pillow that still has your scent. Please believe meI cant go on without you.

Love,
Bette

Bette send the letter through her email and attaches a picture of her and Tina hugging each other and smiling.
Bette gets up from the table and goes out side with a bottle of wine and a glass.
She sits next to the lake and looks out and dreams about happier times.
While she is drinking her bottle of wine.