Trix I have never felt this way about anyone.

I began to shrug off her comment but she continued.

No Trix I know this is crazy and it doesn’t make any logical sense but life doesn’t give this kind of chance every day, I don’t want to regret this for the rest of my life. Yeah well meet other people and maybe even fall in love with them but you cant say that what we have, right now will just disappear and be forgotten.

I sighed, wanting to just take her into my arms again; push reality away for a little while longer. Millie leaned over and kissed me, her freehand cupping my face and pulling me closer to her. I heard myself whimper as her tongue touched mine, so much emotion was flowing through us right then that it was hard to distinguish between passion and desperation. Just as I was about to succumb to her advances she pulled away, holding me an inch away from her face. I could see her eyes struggling to keep the tears back, my heart was pounding I didn’t want to see her like this. But I could feel the tears stinging my eyes too, why was this so hard? Why couldn’t I just walk away from her, let her go back home and get on with my life?

If you tell me that you don’t feel the same Ill go Trix. she whispered, her bottom lip shaking as she uttered my name.

I cant. I whispered back.

I know its a lot to ask Trix, but please I want you in my life.

I pulled away from her hand and straightened up, taking in a deep breath to push away the tears.

Id be leaving my family Millie, they need me right now.

Millie stared at me, I knew I had to tell her about my dad. I couldn’t believe what he had done was stopping me from doing something I wanted to do. If I saw him I didn’t know what I would do, but it wouldn’t be nice.

Youre family will always need you Trix, but theyll want you to be happy.