Dearest Dana,
I am suffering from a major insomnia attack at the minute because i have so many things going around in my head that i want to tell you so i had this idea that i would write you a letter telling you everything that, way i can’t forget anything. Even though i said i would show you how much i love you for the rest of my life i wanted you to have something you could keep something you could look at and see.
Well at the minute you are fast asleep and i am sat here on this beautiful balcony looking at you watching you sleep you always take my breath away because you are just so beautiful and delicate, but somehow tonight i am even more paralyzed than normal. It must be about 5 a.m maybe a little later i can feel a light breeze coming from the ocean and the moon is shinning on the ocean and it is so bright it is lighting up the whole beach.
I want to wake you so you can come and watch this with me but you look so peaceful. Well i best start this letter hadn’t i or i will be here all morning.
God i love you so much dane that sometimes it hurts to breath you paralyze me but in a good way a very good way. it scares me to death how much i feel for you and not being able to be the woman you deserve but for some fucking delusional reason you love me i know that i know that you love me as much as i love you. I just want you to know that you didn’t have to do all this to prove it to me i know you know that but now i have said it too.
I love everything about you. Your , god i am a writer and i am finding it difficult to find the words to tell you what it is that makes me love you, there are too many so i am just going to do this in a way that i know best.