So what is it about?  What is so great about it?  Why do people crave it?  Why do people want it?  Even though they know it’ll hurt them in the end?  Kick them right where it hurts.  No, no I’m not talking about balls here ladies.  I know that would hurt too.  But I’m talking about something else.  A different kind of hurt and pain.  Something that is not visible to the naked eyes Something that can only be felt without even touching.   Something that people say is untouchable.  And something that everyone seems to know a little of but they actually do not, unless they’ve experienced it.

I remember when I first experienced it.  Everything was colorful.  Nothing could bring me down.  And nothing could make me frown.  I was happy, could have been the happiest woman on earth.  I was in heaven.  Everywhere I turn I see smiling faces.  I guess even if someone were to be mad at me then I wouldn’t give a flying *****.  As I’ve said, I was in heaven.  Nothing could go wrong.  And no one can make me unhappy.  I’m over the moon. 

I can safely say that I wasn’t one to believe in love.  I mean, I know it existed and all but I never knew I could fall so deeply in love with someone.  It is true what they say, you find love when you least expect it.  I wasn’t looking for love then.  ***** I was never looking for love.  I knew I would fall in love someday, but I never would’ve thought it’d be this way.  People talk about falling in love all the time but for me, it was far fetched.  But when I did, I fell hard.   

The first time I met her, I knew there was something about her that’s special.  I was dating a few people then, nothing too serious.  It was just not me to commit.  I remember the first time we went out.  Nothing formal.  It was late and I was craving for coffee.  So I called her up the whole time thinking I’d get turned down.  But surprisingly she said yes.  Of course I smiled as wide as I could possibly smile.  It was great.  Our conversation flowed and we both had a great time.  And now that I know what love is like, I wouldn’t want to turn back.  Even through the hardship  And I would always want to be in love, forever