The eruption began to threaten whenever she was in close proximity. The fear and the intense emotions she could elicit were beginning to consume her entire existence. Alice Peiszeki wasa fabulous magazine journalist – who despite her talent to write – was beginning to fall into that haunting temptation of writing angsty poetry; which she hadnt done since her first year in college. Plus, she didnt want to bathe in wordy melodrama – that would then transform her into Jenny.Schecter. But it just proved those insane affects she had on her.

Unfortunately, her cravings for miss Dana Fairbanks were growing hungrier with each unavoidable encounter. The worst element of this ridiculous never-could-happen concoction of twisted emotions was the big fact that this was certainly not unrequited. Well, the lust factor. They shared a mutual attraction towards one another – but for some bizarre reason Dana was still with her psycho, cat-killing fiance – and Alice was left to marinate in her self-loathing loneliness. Admitted. Finally. She acknowledged the fact she was once again pinning after the unattainable dream. God.

For Gods sake! She was openly bisexual – meaning she was open to twice as many options – but somehow she was stranded and saw no one but her. It was as simple as that – people were just therebut theyd never compare. They were justthey werent her Dana.

Today shed woken up a bit earlier than usual to prepare for this weekend away before Dana married the devil. Alice subconsciously believed that this could be the weekend they consummated their attraction – theirNO! No, Alice! She chastised herself. Dana was her friend and sleeping with your friends is wrong. WRONG. The inner conflict began again. Despite knowing how wrong and potentially detrimental to a friendship it would beshe couldnt help but want it. Couldnt help but have it feel right.

Every chance – every submission – every time they were alone theyd steal kisses. Theyd be drenched in desire and submit. Still, theyd remained powerful enough to deny each other full merging – total conquestthey hadnt allowed themselves to indulge in complete and utter bliss.

how could Dana continue on with this travesty of a wedding? While so much evidence proved this was not kismet – and was nothing less of a mistake.

Or perhaps Alice was just too insanely infatuated with this thing/ This potential thing. She needed to get herself out of this situationit was beginning to slowly devour her.

Bette and Tina were on the brink of total reconciliation. They had a lot to work out, but both agreed to come out for this weekend. Dana, Jenny and Shane were also going to be there. And as Alice pulled up outside Bettes adorable bungalow – they all made their way towards her van. They climbed inside with duffle bags slung over their shoulders and settled in random seats for the ride.

One of Bettes artists friends owned a cabin just an hour or so north and sometimes used it to collect inspiration. He had offered it out several times, and finally Bette accepted. So, off they were to this lovely cabin.

This should be nice, commented Tina as she slipped her sunglasses off her face.

Yeah, next week Dana Shane began while Alice felt that familiar sting in her belly.

Yknow, Dana sighed, I feel like I should be a bit more excited. She bit her bottom lip and glanced over at Alice as if to convey uncertainty – in result of their THING. Picking up the vibe, Alice couldnt help the tiny smile that crept its way to her face. The dizzy flutter tickled her body.

Well, Tonya seems extremely excited. Bette shrugged.

Dana herself was beginning to ache for Alice. She had been subconsciously arranging situations so the two could be alone together. Nothing more had escalated despite their mutual desire, but she dreamt of it – wanted it so badly. Her fear was that it was the thrill of the affair that drew Alice near – that she she didnt actually care for her necessarily – obviously she loved her as a friendthey were best friends in fact. But did she love her like – want to devote a life to her? Dana shook her head. Tonya was best – she had her quirks but no one was perfect, right? And she had the reassurance – the security that Tonya indeed wanted to spend the rest of her existence with her.

But Dana did feel for Aliceand she wanted so desperately for her to return that. But shed never dare risk their incredible friendship for something so fragile – something she doubted Alice even wanted.

But god – the electricity that they generated was enough to light an entire city!

Were here. Alices voice interrupted her thoughts, Pensive Dana – ythere?

Wow, this place is awesome! Shane nodded in approval as she stretched her arms above her head.

It really is, Tina agreed as she followed Bette towards the day.

This was really nice of your friend, eh, Bette? Dana smiled as she followed everyone else through the door.

The cabin was modernish – but pretty classic. It wasnt fully clich cabin decory but it didnt have random animails mounted on the walls or anything – but instead had random pieces of the artists work in a post-modern colourful style dominated with mainly forest greens and crimson. It was gorgeous and the smell of vanilla brandy filled the air.

Why dont you ladies relax while I make lunch? Alice offered unpackinga few bags and bringing the food box with her into the kitchen.

Im going outside to wander and check this place out, Shane said after jumping up to her feet, Come on Jenny.

That sounds delightful, Tina nodded, silently reaching for Bettes hand. The four girls made their way to the door.

Ygonna keep Alice company? Shane tried to stifle her grin but Alice caught it, widening her eyes – then glaring.

Yeah, Ill stay and watch her cook and nitpick at her domestic ways. Dana waved as she shut the door behind them.

Dana made her way towards the kitchen and sat herself up on the counter, dangling her legs. She raised her brows as she noticed Alice particularly focused at her task at hand.

Betty Crocker, youre pretty into that, Dana commented.

Bad idea, Dana, Alice avoided eye contact, Bad, bad, bad idea.

Why? She reached her leg out to tap her against her hip. Alice wasnt sure why the rage and wave or random emotions suddenly consumed her – but they just did.

Because, Alice began – her voice threatening to shout, This thingwith usis ridiculous. Its some dead end – bad, confusing, annoying thing. What?? Whats going to happen after next week? When youre married? Ygonna keep making out with me when youre bored? Because you do realize it constitutes as cheating.

Al Danas voice grew softer, Youre bad tooits not just me.

Yeah, whatever. Alice began chopping the lettuce hard as if to demonstrate the dramatic emotion.

Hey its not like you even want meyou just – you like the excitement of this THING. Dana knew she probably shouldnt have said it. But she did.

***** you, Dana! How could you even ***** say that? She dropped the knife and moved directly in front of her, crossing her arms and glaring.

You Dana felt her own anger begin to manifest as her heart sank, You – you want the thrill – not the girl.

Is that right? Alice laughed ruefully, I just want all this great ***** ***** we dont even have.

its that –

No, Dana, Alice interrupted, I ***** want you. There. I said it. I want the ***** girl. I want you, Dana. The tears she wasnt even aware of developing suddenly began to spill and stream down her face. Barely audible, she said, I want you.

Alice Dana, shocked, had nothing to say. She turned to pull her near with her arms – wanted to erase the pain – but Alice flinched and moved away. Dana, as a last resort, pulled her in with her legs – wrapping them around her waist and pulling her close. Alice tried to fight it but surrendered. She fell – falling, collapsing into Dana. Crumpling against her chest, breathing into her shoulder, Alice, Dna kissed her head, Thatsall I wanted to hear – all I wanted to knowgod, you dont realize how badly Ive been wanting you

What? Alice pulled away and looked at her, studying her face – confirming the truth of the statement.

I am so Dana giggled, Smitten.

By me? Alice felt a smile threaten.

A smile! Dana pointed out.

An almost smile.

Let me kiss you?

You want to?

Thatthats all Ive wanted to do since I saw you this morning.

Permission granted. Danas face descended and her lips slanted across Alices with such soft precision. Oh a kiss – and what a kiss. Attempts from both parties tried to convey the emotions stirring inside. Very quickly the passion increased. Tongues dueling, stroking, softly mending. From touches to full lips – covering entirely – and lingering kisses.

Dana, The pretty blonde cupped her face in her hands, between kisses – she whispered against her lips, I want the girl – I, the kiss dissolved into several and she pulled back and stared directly into her Caribbean blue eyes, Ive always wanted the girl.

Settled, Dana grinned, Confirmed – agreedmatch set, win-winwere set to hit the showers.

We cant now! Alice sighed, Theyll be back for lunch

Damnit.

And I dont know how appropriate thatd be, yknowconsidering –

Im done with this wedding bullshit. II think I found what I neededI dont need to settle – I – do I

Im yours. If you want me, Im yours.

Owned.

Like a dog?

Youre my *****. She teased.

Only if you keep kissing me like that

Then tonight. Tonight – we will

Long awaited and yes. God, yes. Alice kissed her once more deeply – softly. Forehead to forehead, Danas eyes shut – absorbing the moment until Alice spoke again, Dana – I ***** love you, yknow? To which she responded, with several kisses and then some.

To Be Continued