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    Dana’s Journey…updated

    Chapter 1

    Youre fired!

    Conrad stood there stunned. He couldnt believe what was happening.

    Dana was thanking the Subaru reps and shaking their hands. The relief on her face was evident. I can be me FINALLY! She thought.

    Didnt you hear me? I said youre fired. I dont want to see you, hear from you or even think about you anymore. You are a total male chauvinist pig, not to mention a homophobic bigot. If I was into men, I wouldnt touch you with a ten foot pole with someone else holding it! With that, Dana headed toward the clubhouse. I need to find Lara, I need to apologize. I NEED her.

    Dana ran to the locker room, hoping that Lara was in there. She didnt know what she would say to her, all she knew was that Lara was the one thing in her life, besides her friends, that was real. She felt alive when Lara would touch her. Electricity ran rampant through her body when Lara kissed her. Dana knew that she needed that and she would probably have to do a lot of groveling to have a third chance.

    She rounded the corner at the end of the locker aisle where her and Laras lockers were. Her eyes wide with anticipation, her heart beating in her throat and nothing. Lara was not at her locker. Danas heart sank to the pit of her stomach. She sat on the bench, with her head in her hands. It was then that she began to sob. What have I done? Where could she be? Her tears streamed down her face. She thought all was lost.

    Dana

    Her heart stopped. That voice.

    Are you ok?

    Her heart started to pound. As she lifted her head out of its resting place and turned to see the person asking if she was ok, she prayed she wasnt hallucinating. Behind her stood the only one who she wanted to see. Danas eyes, red and swollen, locked onto Laras face. She was frozen. She couldnt speak; all she could do was begin to smile.

    To Lara, Dana seemed to have been defeated in some way. She did still care for Dana, but she didnt want to be hurt again. She couldnt have her heart ripped out again like it was at Archive. I cantthose were the last words Dana said to her, they were etched in her memory.

    IIm fine, now. Dana still hadnt taken her eyes off of Laras face.

    Well, as long as you are ok. I need to get going. Bye. Lara turned to leave. Her heart was aching, but she knew she couldnt stay.

    Lara, please wait. Iumwe need toshit I dont know. I dont know anything anymore! Dana couldnt find the right words. Lara, I

    Lara cut Danas words off, never turning back around to face Dana. Dont. I cant do this again. I know that we are both hurting, but what you did to me at Archive, you stuck a dagger in my heart. And I cant, no I wont go through that again.

    Danas tears started to return, what had she done to this woman? WHY did she let Conrads superstar speech into her head at the restaurant? Please Lara, I have to tell you Danas voice began to disappear, but then the words seem to come to her. I was wrong. I am sorry. I know what I did to you, said to you, you should probably never forgive. I know that you were kind enough to give me a second chance and I dont deserve another, but I cant breathe, I cant eat, I cant sleep.

    Laras head and shoulders slumped down as she listened to Dana. Now, words escaped her and she couldnt escape this room. She felt Dana stand and come closer towards her. Dana laid her hands on Laras upper arms and continued.

    YOU are the air to me, you are my sustenance, YOU are my dream. Dana closed the space that remained between them. Her mouth next to Laras ear and whispered, Without you I am empty.

    Dana hadnt seen the tears welling in Laras eyes, until she turned her around where she could look at her face. She didnt know if she had removed that dagger from Laras heart or shoved it in deeper. Dana brought her hands up to Laras face and wiped away the tears that had escaped with her thumbs. Lara still couldnt look into Danas eyes, so Dana stooped down so she looked into Laras.

    Please believe me, I am so sorry. I was terrified and stupid. Dana cracked a smile. But I would be even more stupid if I let you out of my life without a fight. I just fired Conrad, Subaru already knew that I was ***** and they want the campaign to reflect that. They called me the ***** Anna Kournakova. She lifted Laras head up and she stood straight again. Lara, Dana brought her lips closer to Laras.
    I

    Closer

    Am

    Closer

    In

    Their lips were barely touching now, love with you. With that Dana kissed Lara with as much passion she could. She kissed her deep and slow, wanting to make love to Lara right then and there.

    Lara felt herself melting into Dana. She felt Danas tongue glide into her mouth, like it was home. She felt Danas hands pull her closer. She wanted Dana with every fiber of her being. All of a sudden she pulled back, broke Danas embrace.

    Did I do something wrong? Lara just stared at her. Lara, please say something.

    I cant

    Danas heart stopped once again.

    That is what you said to me. I cant. Well Dana, I cant. I told you, I cant do this again. I cant fall in love with you again. I cant have my heart ripped out again. I just cant.

    With that Lara tore herself away from Dana and walked out of the locker room. Once the door shut, she felt her knees get weak. She leaned against the wall, tears blurring her vision once again. She wanted so much to go back into that locker room and take Dana right there, but she knew that if she did, that they would go back into Danas closet and she couldnt do that.

    Is this what I made her feel like? Oh God what did I do? Dana sank back onto the bench. Her sobs now audible once again. Her knees wouldnt support her weight. Tears blurred her vision also. She felt her heart shatter in her chest. She wanted to curl up and disappear. She wanted to run after Lara, but she couldnt. All she could do was run towards the bathrooms and throw up.

    Lara could hear Dana crying in the locker room. Her heart was being ripped out piece by piece. She couldnt stand to hear Dana hurt. She wanted so much to go back and hold Dana in her arms. Instead, she turned and walked down the hall, out of the club and to her car. She drove off, leaving the woman that her heart belonged to behind.


    Chapter 2


    Dana finally made it home. She didnt remember how. All she wanted to do go to bed and never wake up. She did end up taking a friend that she met at the party to bed with herJose. How am I going to go on. I cant live without her. Dana couldnt get the random thoughts out of her head.

    SHUT UP!!!!! With that, the voices stopped and Dana took another shot, feeling it burn all the way to her stomach. She was trying to burn out the hurt. One shot after the next. Nothing was helping, not even the half bottle of tequila she downed. She finally laid her head down on the welcoming pillow and stared at the ceiling.

    The cell phone brought Dana from her trance. She couldnt find it, actually, she didnt care to. She didnt want to talk to anyone. The ringing finally stopped and Dana was left in her silence once again.

    As the shadows grew deeper in her room, so did the oblivion Dana was falling into. The darkness of the night began to engulf Danas body, but nothing could be as dark as what was surrounding her heart. She had cried until she had no more tears. She needed to formulate a plan, she had to get Lara back. Nothing other than that mattered to her. Not even tennis.

    She was so deep in thought, she didnt hear the banging at her door, nor the people yelling her name.

    DANA, WHERE ARE YOU?

    Al, shes in here.

    Dana, what is going on? You were suppose to meet us over 2 hours ago. We got worried. You didnt answer your cell. Never mind, Alice started to wave her hand back and forth in front of her nose, I can smell the tequila all the way over here.

    Im sorry Alice. I dont want to do anything. I didnt mean to worry you and Shane, but I really dont

    Shane sat down on the edge of the bed next to Dana. Whats wrong? First you dont bring your woman to the party, then you get so drunk you throw up over the side of the boat. Now you are hold up her in your room, getting drunk alone, sounding like you have lost your whole world.

    I have! Dana stated matter-of-factly.

    Oh my God, the sponsors found out that you were ***** and dropped you like a bad habit, didnt they?

    No Alice, the sponsors dont give a ***** if I am ***** or not. Well actually they dothey are HAPPY that I am gaythey want me to be the ***** Anna Kournakova. I lost the ONLY person who I ever REALLY loved. I lost Lara. With that, the tears that Dana had run out of returned.

    Dana, I am so sorry. Alice sat on the other side of Dana. She began rubbing Danas arm to try and soothe her pain. Is there anything we can do for you?

    Yeah, turn back the clock to the afternoon of the party. Dana turned on her side and covered her head with her comforter.

    Dana, you know, maybe Lara wasnt the one for you, may

    DONT YOU EVEN DARE SHANE, Dana threw the comforter off of her. I love her, she loves me. I fucked this up and I hurt her more than anyone deserves to be hurt. I cant do this without her. I cant live without her.

    Im sorry Dana. I didnt mean to upset you.

    Have you told Lara this?

    I tried Alice, I even thought that she was going to forgive me, but she walked out.

    Shane went and got the bottle of Jose Cuervo and put the top back on. I think you have had enough of this. You arent going to get anything done if you keep drinking this.

    I just want the pain to stop. You know how people say that their heart hurts, well mine does. I cant stand this. Every beat of my heart brings more pain. Dana says, now crying uncontrollably.

    Alice grabbed Dana and hugged her. She rocked her back and forth, and actually shed a few tears herself. Itll be alright Dana. You will get her back. You arent a quitter. But you arent going to do it by lying in your bed, getting drunk and crying.

    I tried talking to her Alice. What do I do now? I just cant think.

    Well, first, you get some sleep and we will start this tomorrow.

    WE Dana looked confused.

    Yeah, WE. I cant stand to see you like this. You dont think I am not gonna help you get the woman of your dreams back.

    Hey, count me inyou know that I am always in for trying to get a woman!

    SHANE! Alice and Dana said simultaneously.

    TBCsoon


    Chapter 3


    The sunrise brought a new day. Dana felt someone in her arms. It was all a horrible nightmare, Lara is here. Danas thought brought a smile across her face, the bright sunlight brought a searing pain. She barely opened her eyes to see Shane sleeping next to her. The smile disappeared and reality set in. She has lost Lara.

    Good morning Dana. How are you feeling?

    Alice, please dont yell.

    Im not yellingnever mind, I know your head must feel like it weighs a million pounds right now. I brought you some aspirin and something to wash them down with.

    Thanks. What is Shane doing in here with me?

    Well, you wouldnt

    By this time Shane was stirring in the bed, You wouldnt go to sleep. You kept saying how you couldnt sleep without your precious Lara. So I stayed in here talking to you until you were ready to pass out. I had planned on sleeping on the couch, but when you passed out, you grabbed me and wouldnt let go.

    Oh God, please tell me that we

    Shanes crooked smile said it all.

    Oh God we did!

    Is that the noises I heard in here last night? Alice had to put her two cents in.

    Well Dana, you did call me Lara a few times last night. Shane couldnt help but put her friend through some kind of *****. You know, you kinda get freaky in your sleep. In fact

    Please stop. I cant take hearing it. Not only did I mess up with Lara, now I had ***** with one of my best friends. God, what is wrong with me?

    With that, both Alice and Shane burst into laughter and Dana got the deer caught in the headlight face.

    What?

    Dana, we didnt have *****. Although you did have wandering hands, you passed out after you kissed me.

    I kissed you? OH MY GOD! Dana grabbed her pounding head and buried it back into her pillow.

    Yeah, you did and I must say Lara is one lucky lady.

    Alice couldnt help but laugh at her friends. I guess I am glad that I wasnt in here or she may have tried to take advantage of me too.

    Shut up Alice, a muffled voice said.

    Shane and Alice left the room so Dana could get ready. She could hear them laughing downstairs. She wanted to just cover her head and go back to sleep, but she knew if she didnt get up, she wouldnt. Her head pounded with every breath that she took. She barely made it to her bathroom and started to remove the clothes that were still on from yesterday.

    As she pulled her shirt over her head she could smell a familiar scent. It was Laras. Dana held the shirt in front of her as tears welled in her eyes. Dana brought the shirt to her face and took a deep breath in. I have to get you back, she thought. and I will, some way, somehow.

    With that, she stepped into the shower. As the water caressed her skin, all she could think about was the last shower she had taken with Lara.

    The water had made Laras body even more beautiful. It glistened and was so smooth. Dana thought Lara had the perfect body. Laras height gave her an advantage over Dana. She pushed Dana against the tile and kissed her with a passion that Dana had never known before. Lara parted Danas lips with her tongue, gaining access to her welcoming mouth. Their tongues brushed against each other, neither fighting for control, but both exploring.

    Lara held Danas face in her hands. She couldnt get enough of this woman that she had pinned against the Italian tile of the shower. Her hands caressed Danas neck and began to travel in a southerly direction. She finally broke the kiss, which elicited a disappointing groan from Dana. Lara looked deep into Danas blue eyes, she swore she could see her soul.

    Dana, you are the best thing that has ever happened to me.

    Lara captured Danas lips once again before Dana could speak. Her hands found their way to Danas *****. She could feel the already hard nipples get harder as she gently massaged them. She replaced her right hand with her mouth and Dana let out a gasp as she felt an electric current, a current of longing and need. Laras descent on Danas body continued until she found her destination. The soft caresses were enough to send Dana over the edge, but what was to come next would send Dana into a world of ecstasy.

    Lara lifted Danas leg and kissed the inside of her thigh. Danas head was leaning back, ready for the assault that Lara was about to begin. She knew that her lover was going to make her body quake.

    DANA, COME ON!!!

    Dana was broken out of her trance. She found her left hand on her breast and her right where Laras mouth had left off.

    DANA, ARE YOU ALMOST DONE?

    Yeah Alice, IllumIll be down in a minute.

    It took more than a minute to gain her composure back, but she finally finished getting ready. She walked down the stairs, head hung low, not to mention still pounding from the hangover. Shane and Alice were standing by the door, waiting for Dana.

    Comon little Miss Hangover. Its time to go get some breakfast and formulate our plan to get you back together with Lara.

    Im moving as fast as my feet will move Alice. You know I feel like *****.

    Youll feel better once we get some food into ya. I kinda feel like having some eggs over easy, you know where they are REAL runny and some bacon with the grease still sizzling on

    That was all it took, Dana flew into the guest bathroom.

    Shane you are so mean sometimes. Alice couldnt help but chuckle.

    I knew she could move faster than she was going. Not to mention, shell feel better. She needs to get that out of her system.

    I hate you sometimes, you know that?

    Shane couldnt help but laugh. Yeah but last night you sure did love me.

    Dana shot Shane a look that would have put her six feet under if looks were considered a lethal weapon. Shut up Shane. Lets go.

    With that, the three best friends walked out into the day, two formulating a plan to help their friend get the love of her life back, the other praying that she was going to be forgiven by the one true love in her life.

    Comments

    1. i love this story . i hope to see something like this soon on the show. i loved all the dialogue especially the i cant live without you you are my air stuff .i love all that sappy stuff . reminds me of all the willow tara ff. please update soon.

    2. Oh how I love the three amigos. I definitely wish the show would have panned the breakup out better, instead of seemingly doing it all offscreen. I love how you have Dana’s friends helping her. Very reminiscent of when they were trying to figure out which way Lara swung in the beginning of the series. Great job :)

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