My, what a mischievous question. You know I’ll answer this honestly, but that doesn’t mean we’re doing this tonight, I hope you understand. I know you’ll be tempted. Okay, something I’ve always wanted to do with you? Have sex somewhere in public. I know how secretive we both are, and this will likely never come to fruition, but I think that’s why I yearn for it. And as for something I’d like to do to you? I’ve always wanted to use a violet wand as a prop, for a little jolt to add to the fun. I don’t think we ever should, but … just the idea of danger behind it and the fact that no matter how you would pretend to resist, you couldn’t really if you were so focused on that. It’s very dark to me, and so again, it intrigues me. That isn’t to say we ever would, because I’m not so sure you’d be comfortable. Understand that.

Do you seem different since our pronounced roles we have? Hmm, I like that question, but I’m not sure I can answer it. I think … maybe you are a little different with confidence, as you said, but I really don’t feel you’re different. You’ve always had this side to yourself, even if we didn’t practice this on such a regular basis, but it always seemed a little hidden there. Now it’s open to me, and I please that desire in you as often as we can, just as I please my own need.

I like that you’re asking me questions, and I hope that never ends, because it’s so important. I will always be honest with you, and I think you know that. I’m proud that you’ve put all of this together. It’s like a nice little box of memories. Now all we need is a tape of you pleading for me to spank you, and it would be complete, wouldn’t it?

Loving you always.

T

Oh, that’s just cruel to mention spanking when we have to go out tonight! I hope you’re not making empty promises with that temptation. Then again, you know very well that you could do as you wish, and I would gladly take the torment of your teasing. Very gladly, in fact.

I am only my full self with you. This has brought us closer than I ever thought, and I don’t know who or what to thank for that, but I’d just like to say thank you, Mistress, for allowing my curiosity and my own desire. You please me like I have never known before, and you care for me so much that sometimes it takes me by surprise completely. I hope that we will never feel we have to end this secret sort of relationship, because it will always be a part of me.

I know how people would judge us, but I want you to know that I don’t judge us. I love what we have the ability to so lovingly share, and so freely. The humiliation is intoxicating.

Much love,

B