Hi, Bette returned. I was thinking, we should talk about well um.. Bette stumbled, for once unable to find words.

Everything we talked about? Or everything you talked about, Tina laughed softly. Bette could feel it all feel right again. Tina smiling and looking at her like that again.

Yes, exactly, Bette paused, thinking whether she should just take everything up until now as definite signal that Tina wanted to do this; she knew some things without having to ask her. However, this was the new Bette she was trying to be, she thought. The Bette that doesnt take control and assume what Tina wants. Before I go further Just checking that you absolutely want this. Its on both of our terms. And that were talking about everything, being honest about everything.

Tina nodded, proudly thinking about just how much Bette was trying to change. Small steps, but significant ones. Yes Bette, I want to do this. I want to fix this, I want to fix you and me and us. Guess Ive not been that clear up until now, huh?

Yes and no, Bette said, smiling. The thought kept spinning in her head over and over again – this was what she had wanted for the past few long months. And it was finally here. The second chance.

So Ill be honest too then, Tina started, taking in a deep breath. I was so sure I didnt want this or couldnt do this. But these past few days, I guess ever since you kissed me

Bette shut her eyes briefly, remembering it. Her stomach was turning not only somersaults but a full trapeze touring circus. She couldnt help thinking that it was going to fall apart at any moment, that Tina would change her mind. The dread swelled inside her as Tina continued.

Yeah, since then Its hit me. What losing you and leaving you would really mean. I think I was numb to it at first because I was so angry. And I know one of the only things thats made me truly happy and proud was to be with you and share my life with you. With everything that you said last night”

Which I meant, Bette interrupted, anxiously.

I know that baby, Tina said softly. Bette drew breath as her heart faltered when Tina called her baby again. Something so simple which made it feel all the more right.

With everything that you said last night about change and talking and really talking and being honest with each other We have a lot to work through Bette. I think at times its going to feel really *****. But, Tina paused, clearing her throat. I want to go for it. I want to try and save us.

Bette got up from the table and walked around to Tina. Slowly Tina stood up and Bette wrapped her arms around her tightly.

Me too, T.

For a while they stood there, not focusing or thinking about all the issues they had to work through. Just holding and feeling relief at being held by the other again. Squeezing her eyes shut, Bette kissed Tinas cheek and shoulder, gently stroking her blonde curls. Tina clutched to Bette and entangled her fingers in the mass of brown waves, massaging the back of her neck.

This is going to work, T, Bette whispered. I promise.

It is, baby, Tina agreed softly, not wanting to be let go anytime soon.

Promise.