“you what?” mumbled Dana, squeezing Bettes hand.

Startled, Bette looked up to Dana who, smiling was looking at her.

You awake? Bette whispered, standing up, moving closer.

Nodding, Dana sadly smiled.

How are you feeling? Asked Bette, caressing her friends face.

Nodding, Dana gulped.

You slept with whom? She asked, trying to make her words voiced.

Shaking the head, erasing any trail of tears from her face, Bette smiled at her friend.

So what did the doctor said? She asked, carefully sitting on the bed, trying to change the topic.

Not sure yet, probably chemo andI dont know” Dana said sighing, not wanting to talk about it.

You are going to be finewe will make itwe will”  Bettes words were said a prayed hope as a promise.

I know” Danna nodded. Trying not to look at Bette and the worried and sad look on her face, she added “you two are  going to separate?

Noticing the worried look in Dana’s eyes, her cold hand gripping hers, Bette shook the head with a not very convincing smiled plastered on her face. But then, as she was going to tell a white light, trying to comfort her friend, she noticed the look on her friend’s eyes, the bravery, the love she was eagerly trying to catch.

I dont knowI love herI miss herbutshe needs timeshe doesnt know what she wants or maybe she doesbut right nowis not me”

Voicing the words, Bette saw how Dana started quietly crying.Trying not to follow her, as the words she just vpoiced were echoing in her head, she whispered, caressing Danas hand.

“dont worrywe will be herewe will”

I knowI knowis just thatImiss you guysI miss the old usII dont want things to changeI..”

With each new word Dana was saying, she was becoming more and more agitated making Bette leaned forward to kiss her on the cheek.

Shhhis okwe are the samewe love you sweetiewe all doLara loves you” she whispered, trying to comfort Dana.

I knowIII miss AlI miss herII wasnt very good with herI”

Shhhshe knowsshe knows you, remember? Shes always been there “