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“I’m tired of living in confusion.” Pausing to release another heavy sigh she whispered the rest. “I’m tired of missing someone right in front of me.”
“I know I asked for a lot. But I made myself clear.”
“Asking for another chance. Choosing and wanting to be with her. Yes, what a mistake to have to forgive. But she can’t have it both ways. Either she forgives me or she doesn’t. Or is ‘forgave or didn’t’ more fitting for this debacle? All I can do is try everyday to regain her trust.”
Bette stood, spurred by the emotion in the shared tirade.
“My blunder shouldn’t grant latitude to do this should it? Just because I cheated should I have offered to wait in the wings in addition to giving her the opening she was in effect asking for?”
“Just because I had the affair with Candace am I supposed to say ‘Have at it!’ or ‘Thanks for the memo!’ or ‘Let me know how that works out for you?’”
“As if telling me, having it out in the open and getting permission makes this excusable or acceptable.”
“Fuck that.” Her voice was laced with confused anger.
The pause allowed her confidant to comment in response. “If I were you, in truth I would say ‘Fuck her’.”
To this Bette laughed mirthlessly. Her pitch bordering hysteria. She mumbled to herself incoherently, “I wish I could actually.”
Bette circled her spot with agitated steps. “She shouldn’t have come home unless she was willing to fight for us.” The pained expression returned with full force, “Unless she was sure it was truly a life with me that she wanted.”
“Especially now that there’s more than just the two of us involved.” Bette contemplated softly.
“Thank God Angelica’s too young to remember any of this. Whatever happens she’s my daughter too. If she wants a more traditional family for herself that’s fine. But our daughter will have a place in my life. There’s absolutely no way I’d let her go.”
“Okay. That’s a given. But let me ask you something Bette.” The brief silence was effective, accomplishing the task of calling Bette’s gaze her way.
The question was succinct. “Do you still love her?”
“Yes. I do.”
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That was intense. I wonder who Bette’s companion is.
Wow!!!
u no im having a hard time beleving that after eight years with bette tina wants to go back to men. why did tinacome back to bette in s2, i think tina is acting like this because she wants bette to fight for her if she still loves her. i think they should seperateand date other people. i heard that the senator is suppose to be a new love interest for bette tina is going to love this. if the senator and bette hit it off i dont think bette and tina will come back to each other. after watching sundays episode bette is clearly not happy and the only time she lightens upis when angelica is around. what is illene doing to our favorite couple does’nt she no that bette and tina make the show. i like carmen and shane but they dont have the chemistry that bette and tina have.so whatever illenes been smoking she needs to put it down quicklybefore she loose the show alltogether.i also no if there were no bette and tina drama they would be boring,but itsreally getting hard to watch them, hey im going to get a picket sign that saysSAVE BETTE AND TINASAVE BETTE AND TINDand stand out in front of illens house.
Okay…who in the hell is Bette talking to????
Fuck….that was something else. I think Bette should fight for her. Tina just needs to be reminded who her great love is. and you can vent all you like.
I believe that Tina is trying to hurt Bette by turning to a man. I do not think that she really wants to be with one, it is that being with Bette and Helena brought even more pain to her. She maybe lashing out to the one person that she loves the most in this world. I think that if it is true that Angelica does get sick in the end that she will find that Bette is her only true love. As far as who Bette is talking to my guesses are 1) Helena, 2)Shane, 3)Alice. For some reason I have a feeling that she is talking to Helena because both have been with her (Tina) and both have an understanding of what maybe going on inside of Tina’s head and heart.
Tina S2 and S3 is just cruel. Too bad she got pregnant, Angelica doesn’t deserve this. Leave her Bette and get on with your life. If she wants you back let her make the case and court you. For now she wants a live in babysitter and provider. If the adoption goes through you’ll always have Angelica, and Tina will always have an income stream.
btw I hope she’s talking to Kit, but Alice seems more likely if its one of the family.
jesus christ my stomach dropped!!
Wow. I’m with Bette, Tina came back, if not to be with her then why. No way I sit around why you figure out what you want. I’d give the same answer and have. Maybe I’ll still be here, mabye I won’t,and how much you love the person has nothing to do with it. As far as IC and what she’s done so far this season, major disappointment. And have any of you looked at the scene for next Sunday, not good, not good at all.
i agree with fantasy, Bette and Tina make this show, and for some reason IC is intent on destroying them. I don’t know why. anyway this was a good chapter. I hope Bette and Tina actually talk to one another. Tina makes no sense to me at all. In s2 she seemed like she was falling in love with Bette all over again and now in s3 she acts like she can’t stand her.
I think that this would be for the best, ESPECIALLY if Tina decides she wants to go back to men…..BETTE DESERVES TO BE HAPPY, AND SO DOES TINA!!!!!
WOW… that says it all… i think she was talking to shane… because she is also YODA and bette and tina need all the help they can get… its just too fucking sad…please continue… i want to read your thoughts as to where they are going…
wow, is bette talking to herself? lol…there was one phrase, that makes me think she’s talking to alice…anyway, very intense…i still think B&T meant to be