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The answer came without hesitation. “I’ve always loved her.”
“But I also know that I don’t want to be with someone because they feel obligated. Or share my life with someone that has doubts about being committed to us or wanting to be with me.”
“I want to be with someone who chooses to be with me.” She finished with conviction, “Only me.”
Still looking at Bette directly she prodded further. “Do you think you’ll get through this?”
“What?” Although Bette’s stare was locked with the other woman’s it was clear she was lost in her own thoughts.
The question was repeated. “Do you think that as a couple you’ll get through this?”
Bette’s gaze dropped to the floor and her brow furrowed. It didn’t seem like the question surprised her. Instead, in that instant she seemed to consider whether to share her answer.
“Truth be told, there was a brief time when I questioned my love for her. Of course the reason behind that was more complicated but I know it was a faulty reaction to the pressure of providing for a family, work and our fadingconnection.”
“And yes, I strayed and that was the catalyst for everything that followed. So go ahead and point that out to me. I fell into my own shit.”
“I can’t help but wonder though if she’s been missing something all along? Even before No. I don’t want to contemplate whether she would be asking this even if I didn’t cheat.”
A frustrated breath filled the room before she continued. “Yet how can I not think that maybe it’s me. What I was to her. What I am. Who I am.”
“Do I think that we’ll get through this you ask?”
“You knowthroughout it all, our courtship, our marriage, happy times, troubled years, difficulty conceiving then connecting. Falling apart. My affair. Our ‘reconciliation’. Our baby. And even during our recent past and this struggle to have another chance.”
“It never occurred to me at any juncture of that entire timeline. Not once did I even consider it.”
“This is the first time I’ve thought” a lengthy pause intruded.
“First time what?” Her confidant encouraged, “Tell me.”
“This is the first time I’ve considered” Bette stated evenly, “that we’re not meant to be together after all.”
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That was intense. I wonder who Bette’s companion is.
Wow!!!
u no im having a hard time beleving that after eight years with bette tina wants to go back to men. why did tinacome back to bette in s2, i think tina is acting like this because she wants bette to fight for her if she still loves her. i think they should seperateand date other people. i heard that the senator is suppose to be a new love interest for bette tina is going to love this. if the senator and bette hit it off i dont think bette and tina will come back to each other. after watching sundays episode bette is clearly not happy and the only time she lightens upis when angelica is around. what is illene doing to our favorite couple does’nt she no that bette and tina make the show. i like carmen and shane but they dont have the chemistry that bette and tina have.so whatever illenes been smoking she needs to put it down quicklybefore she loose the show alltogether.i also no if there were no bette and tina drama they would be boring,but itsreally getting hard to watch them, hey im going to get a picket sign that saysSAVE BETTE AND TINASAVE BETTE AND TINDand stand out in front of illens house.
Okay…who in the hell is Bette talking to????
Fuck….that was something else. I think Bette should fight for her. Tina just needs to be reminded who her great love is. and you can vent all you like.
I believe that Tina is trying to hurt Bette by turning to a man. I do not think that she really wants to be with one, it is that being with Bette and Helena brought even more pain to her. She maybe lashing out to the one person that she loves the most in this world. I think that if it is true that Angelica does get sick in the end that she will find that Bette is her only true love. As far as who Bette is talking to my guesses are 1) Helena, 2)Shane, 3)Alice. For some reason I have a feeling that she is talking to Helena because both have been with her (Tina) and both have an understanding of what maybe going on inside of Tina’s head and heart.
Tina S2 and S3 is just cruel. Too bad she got pregnant, Angelica doesn’t deserve this. Leave her Bette and get on with your life. If she wants you back let her make the case and court you. For now she wants a live in babysitter and provider. If the adoption goes through you’ll always have Angelica, and Tina will always have an income stream.
btw I hope she’s talking to Kit, but Alice seems more likely if its one of the family.
jesus christ my stomach dropped!!
Wow. I’m with Bette, Tina came back, if not to be with her then why. No way I sit around why you figure out what you want. I’d give the same answer and have. Maybe I’ll still be here, mabye I won’t,and how much you love the person has nothing to do with it. As far as IC and what she’s done so far this season, major disappointment. And have any of you looked at the scene for next Sunday, not good, not good at all.
i agree with fantasy, Bette and Tina make this show, and for some reason IC is intent on destroying them. I don’t know why. anyway this was a good chapter. I hope Bette and Tina actually talk to one another. Tina makes no sense to me at all. In s2 she seemed like she was falling in love with Bette all over again and now in s3 she acts like she can’t stand her.
I think that this would be for the best, ESPECIALLY if Tina decides she wants to go back to men…..BETTE DESERVES TO BE HAPPY, AND SO DOES TINA!!!!!
WOW… that says it all… i think she was talking to shane… because she is also YODA and bette and tina need all the help they can get… its just too fucking sad…please continue… i want to read your thoughts as to where they are going…
wow, is bette talking to herself? lol…there was one phrase, that makes me think she’s talking to alice…anyway, very intense…i still think B&T meant to be