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    First year-Chapter 33

    Her lover, Tammy, was another married radiology resident who frequently flirted with her. Tammy and her husband, she and Eric often went on couple’s dates together. She thought Tammy’s playful teasing was just innocent fun but found herself becoming more and more emotional bonded to Tammy. As they spent more and more time together they become closer and closer. Before she really understood what was happening, the innocent hand holding and back rubs lead to kissing and before either really had a grip of the consequences they were lovers. They were best friends and their husbands were best friends. After a year and a half of being closeted lovers, Mel felt she could no longer deceive herself, her husband and her children about how she felt about Tammy. She wanted to leave her husband and start a life and home with Tammy but Tammy saw things differently. She wanted no part of the “gay life style”. She did not consider herself gay and could not understand why Mel would want to change anything about their closeted relationship. She was satisfied with the secrets and lies but Mel could no longer live the lie. As much as she adored her husband, she could not continue to lie to him about the true nature of her relationship with Tammy and what she realized was her overall very strong attraction to women.

    Eric was willing to work through it and try to stay together for the sake of the children. They even went to couples therapy but Mel found herself unable to shake her feelings for Tammy or missing the closeness and love she had for her. She missed everything about them and after nearly six months of weekly therapy sessions she realized she needed to face the fact she was a lesbian. It was more than just Tammy, it was an overall strong attraction to the look, feel, heart, scent and taste of a woman. She felt if she suppressed those desires and stayed with her husband for the sake of the children, it would likely drive her mad or eventually into the arms of another woman. She and Eric were now emotionally separated but living in different areas of the same house and going through the process of as amicable divorce as they could, under the circumstances. Tammy and her husband were still together with no apparent affect of the two year affair. She heard rumors that Tammy was pregnant but had no definite confirmation of this. They no longer communicated with except what was required in their day to day work. Even with that minimal contact, it remained awkward and strained.

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    1. Hey Squirl, you posted it twice. :) I wonder where Hel and Mel will eventually fall relationship-wise. I’m still on the Belena ship for this one though. Thanks for posting. That was a treat!

    2. oh Squirl i have soooooo missed this story – really glad you’re posting again! i’m always rooting for Tibette but you’re stories seem to get me craving belena…never thought it possible!!! Im with the others as well, we love a jealous Bette, surely she’s gonna have to do something about all these women vying for Helenas attention, pps!

    3. Niiiice! And she’s back in the saddle! Indeed, we have truly missed this story and look forward to where you take it and our lovely Helena. You know we are all thinking Belena but there is so much great potential for lots of drama as things continue to develop so we will just buckle up and enjoy the ride. Again, welcome back! Giddy up! lol!

    4. Oh S, I coming to comment I really really am sorry but I just havent’t had the time to read it all yet, but am really, really excited to see you back. be back soooooooooooooooon and I can. Thank you so much, Md aka Oma

    5. So Helena is back w/her hodgepodge of options, so good to be Helena. Ya know sometimes I wonder Dr. Squir if your truly a Belena or not or just like to have lots of fun on the way. Waiting to find out. Thank you, Md aka Oma

    6. Squirl, are you teasing us or what, I thought we were going to get another chapter. I guess I’ll have to start my week-end bumping again. Bump-Bump.

    7. Well, what can I say, except so glad you posted again. What will Bette think or have to say to Helena about Mel, because you know how hospitals are, before Helena gets back to work everyone will know about Papi’s date night with her and Mel.

    8. Thanks bombasticbully on the heads up that it was posted twice. I normallly read through it when I post but I was so exhausted last night and I just wanted to get it out. I did fix the duplication. I should have suspected something was up when I noticed it was 13 pages long. I didn’t think I had written that much.

    9. I am so happy you are back! Just last week I was thinking about this story last week and wondering if you would finish it. I love the new character and the complications it brings. I also love the offhand references to Tina, who is (at least so far) merely a background character. I have absolutely no idea where you are going with this. I am looking forward to the ride. .

    10. Great update Squirl! Loved it. Helena has so many beautiful women to choose from, but I’m hoping Bette will come around in a jealous fashion and fight for her. PPS!!

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