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First Year- Chapter 8
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Previously: When I woke the next morning, I could hear my phone chirping my 5:30 am wake up. I found a naked Carmen lying on my shoulder, with an arm and leg thrown over my body. I could see there were several messages and calls missed on my phone. All I could think was, “Oh fuck, Helena what have you done. Shit Dylan! Fuck, Fuck, Fuck!”Â
Chapter 8
When I began to stir, Carmen woke up, hugged me and kissed my breast. She stretched as she smiled at me and said, “Good morning sweetness. How are you feeling?”
I smiled but didn’t know what to say. Before I could muster an answer she answered for me, “That was good. That was better than I expected, better than I remembered.”
I looked at her, still not sure of what to say. I agreed it was good and much better than I remembered. But what did it mean? For the last three years I’d had sex associated with my love for Dylan. It had been a while since I just had sex for the sake of sex, and that was all last night was. There was no future here. What do I do or say without hurting her? I found my voice and agreed, “Yes, that was really good.”
She sensed my hesitation and smiled at me, “Helena, don’t stress about it. I know you are in love with Dylan. I don’t expect that to change. I just found you irresistible. I wanted to be with you. I was feeling you all month. I know you were feeling me too. I saw you looking at me then looking away several times. I think it was just a matter of time before we…”
I blushed because she was right. I suppose it was inevitable. Especially since I’d try to hide and deny it. It had only been a month apart from her but I felt I failed on my primary promise to Dylan, to stay true to her. “Carmen, don’t take this as an insult but I just feel like a failure.”
She asked, “A failure? Why? Oh Dylan.”
We laid in bed facing each other and I covered my face with frustration, “Yes, I feel like I failed her. Fuck, what is wrong with me that I can’t go for a month without sex.”
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Good grief Squirl, you really put the heat on Helena last chapter…sheesh, but I still can’t believe she went there. Jenny was as useless at unknowingly helping to keep Helena as she is becoming on the small screen version…(and I USED to find her quite interesting….a few seasons ago) This line sooooo is not a good sign: “…that part of me that loved Dylan would not be okay with a going sexual relationship with Carmen…” Only part of her loves Dylan?…wow! So you say its like a post-doc on steriods, eh? HA! Hmmm… Mr. Wichnia, Tasha and Dana appear…Please I beggeth you…if you have a heart, Squirl no frackin’ Alice sandwich! Lady Chaiken is killing me with that malarkey! lol! PPS
I am laughing a sinister laugh as I wonder who H will encounter next!! can’t wait until your next post!!!
Gotta luv Carmen…yeap I know you’re in love with Dylan…but hey the sex was fantastic wasn’t it? Wanna do it again sometime? I can pack a special Helena bag and all. Talk about a dream friends with benefits scenerio!!! Geez. First I find out I missed out on all the sex on internship…now I miss out on a Carmen friendship TOO!!! There simply is no justice in the world… Fun chapter Squirl! Thanks for posting so soon!
Enough all ready Helena just brake up with Dylan and do the single thing. Why stay in a relationship when there’s so much chaos in your life? I really think Helena thought she was in love with Dylan until she got in the real world and saw Carmen again. Dylan was the first stable thing in Helena’s life and I know she doesn’t want to lose her but like I said Helena’s is to much of a horndog to last in a long distance relationship. Until Helena can find some stableness and be on the same field as her lover she should go the single route. Helena always seem to led with her libido and not her heart.
hahaha hahahha look what Squirl wrote “Hopefully it won’t be too much or too boring” hehehehehehe I’m pretty sure you could write yada yada yada and still make it fun and interesting, I’m feeling kinda old tonight so I’m going to say what’s on my mind and probably get into trouble but in my mind youth, schooling and realationships has one word out of place, guess which one??????????Thank you, Md, aka Oma
Oma- Very clever….It is like the triangle Candace gave Bette when she was talking about the carpentry work. Couldn’t have it fast, good and cheap. Only can have 2. Same here, of the three you can only have two at any one time. In the case of this story, you have schooling(their internship) and youth but you can’t have relationships. For old fogies like us you can have school and relationships. Or you can be like one of the techs that works with me, her daughter has youth and relationship but no school…..It took me a minute to get WTF you were talking about….Nope you might be old but you didn’t get into trouble…Next chappie maybe tomorrow. This daily shit(oops) will be over soon. Maybe I’ll just slow down to qod.(For the docs, nurses and pharmacists out there. You’ll know what that means…
If Helena and Dylan breaks up Plleeeeeeeeeaaasssee send her to me. She is one of the sexy women,Dylan,heck is so,so, sexy. Then Helena,love her also. I live in a small town of 39,000 people in Tx and I promise I will take care of her. Lomg didtance relationships are hard on both partys. Either be very good,or dont do it. Stress these young Dr’s dont need right now. LetsGet Bette out and playing the field.
Hey there S, loved how guilty and then not so guilty Helena was with Carmen,,LOL. I mean Carmen is one hot lady and so is Helena and so freinds w/benefits sounds good to me,,,did I actually write that down,,LOL but I do believe in being true to your love, no matter what, but sometimes it’s not easy and life brings things to you and make you wonder is this the one, or maybe it’s someone else? great chapter S,,
Uh, phone sex AND Carmen? Hmmm…Cardiologists? I know Endocrinologists thanks to my diabetes, but I know Cardiologists from my echo training. I’m aware that a couple of them had to go to anger management training, so you make them behave! I will spare the general public a scary/interesting story I witnessed involving one of them, I’ll just say it didn’t involve anger, at least directly. Just lots and lots and lots of ego.
You have a very easy, engaging writing style. The story flows b/c you obviously have experience in what your writing about . It’s almost like a journal w/dialogue. Intriguing and in the moment. Funny, too.
Laughs. I’m sorry I haven’t commented but I have to say, Squirly-Whirly, I do love the hint of Grey’s Anatomy this story has. It’s really just right up your alley of expertise. (: And with the very interesting pairings you have decided to match up in this one, I just can’t wait to see where you take all of us. (: PPS!
Hey Squirl, sorry I haven’t commented for a few chapters. This is getting really interesting and so many characters are floating around. I reckon that Carmen spells trouble for fidelity, lol, but that is just obvious. I don’t know what to think… its hard to condemn Helena for her actions, but at the same time my moral compass just won’t let it go. I believe in honesty, she should just call Dylan and confess and then they should decide where to go from there… open relationship or a break. I pride myself on my self control, but even I have to admit that when there are so many people hitting on you and you are a very sexual person that that is REALLY hard to cope with. Can’t wait for the next one, I am excited to see Helena working with her uncle.