…

Now, Carmen knew why she had that gut feeling.

“Baby, if you don’t feel comfortable it’s okay.” Carmen says, closing the box, but before the lid is on, Shane stops her.

“It’s okay, i-I think I’m ready.” Shane says, eyes staring at the toy. Shane turns her head and looks at Carmen, and nods. She helps the Latina secure the straps, caressing the golden skin with her fingers.

Shane crawls to the top of the bed, laying on her back waiting for Carmen. Carmen crawls over to Shane hovering over the lithe body of her wife. Carmen opened her wife’s legs, pushing herself closer to her wife’s center.

When Shane feels the toy press up against her intimately she shuts her eyes, a memory of her painful childhood playing across her mind, she couldn’t’ stop the tear that rolled down her eye. Carmen sees the tear and wipes it, “I don’t want you to hurt baby, if it brings back bad memories then maybe we-“ Carmen is silenced by a soft kiss from Shane. “It’s okay you won’t hurt me.” Shane says, “If I do, just tell me to stop.” Carmen says, knowing they weren’t speaking of physical damage. Shane nods curtly.

Carmen grabs a hold of the toy, holding herself up with one arm; she slowly places the toy at Shane’s entrance. Carmen locks eyes with Shane as she slowly enters her; Carmen sees Shane wince at the pain and slows down, though not breaking their eye contact. When Carmen finally fills Shane into her very core, Carmen let’s Shane get used to the feeling before slowly pulling out and pushing in. Carmen repeats the slow motion, speeding up her thrusts when she sees Shane’s eyes resolve the fear and nausea, then there’s only lust and desire, and Carmen is going to satisfy those needs. Carmen picks up on the thrusts as Shane wraps her legs around Carmen’s waist. As Carmen thrust deeper and fuller, Shane begins to lose control, not holding back vocally, grunting and moaning, showing the love of her life exactly what she was causing in her. When Shane throws her head back in ecstasy, Carmen soon follows. As Shane holds Carmen close, who’s whispering loving words into her ear, Shane finds herself tears falling down her pale cheeks, and Carmen wipes them away. When Carmen puts away their new toy, Shane and her sleep blissfully together, dreams filled of happiness, basking in each other’s warmth. Shane realizes something though, before letting Carmen’s deep even breaths lull her to sleep, that Carmen just helped her accomplish something that she never thought possible.

Shane had finally let go of her past.

Random question: I absolutely love Shane centric fics, whether it’s with Carmen, jenny, any other char, or OC. However, I can’t stand any Carmen fics that don’t involve a Sharmen ending… Anyone else feel that way?

Music choice: Beautiful by Christina Aguilera.