Am sorry Bette, am so sorry that you had to go through that Tina was trying with everything to get a hold of herself, this wasnt an easy pill to swallow, but she was determine to do this. And give Bette space, no matter how much she wanted to get her in her arms.

So you meet her at the CAC and what did she do to sweep you up your feet?

I dont know if we should be talking about this, I wouldnt like to know about your girlfriends

Oh yes you would, wouldnt you like to know who was better? Tina said playfully

Bette made and outrage face and throw her with one of the couch pillows I dont have to ask about that, I know Bette said

Tina laugh standing up, Thats the Bette that I know, Come on lets go outside I want to get a little sun bathed and youre not off the hook I want to know everything

Bette followed Tina to the sun deck

So

Well she was gorgeous

Yeah I could tell Tina said, willing Bette to say more

And she was really passionate, I could get lost in her Bette grinned remembering she hunt me like a dog

Tina laugh a little A woman after her own heart, huh

Oh yeah definitively

Well I know this will sound weird or at least not sincere, But am glad that you fell in love again, you deserved to be happy even if it was not with me

Tina…

Yes?

I dont want to sound conceived but after we separated how long it took you to get over me? Bette braced herself all this conversation seem like a masochistic yet unavoidable game.

Tina remove herself from the lounge chair and came to sit right in front of Bette, taking her shades off took both of Bettes hands forcing her too look at her and not away, once she was convince she had her full attention she spoke loud and clear

I never did Bette, I dont think is possible for me to get over you, and though for years I didnt thought there was a chance for us and though it hurt to see you rebuilt your life, get married and have the family I dream for us to have, I was happy for you, because you deserve it because I ***** up too badly

Bette was overwhelmed Tina was the weakness in her and she wanted nothing more than to take away all of her sorrows,

Tina, Katie is amazing I know I would have love her with all of my being, but I dont regret it, I cant regret anything because I love Jessica so much that is worth every single tear

she cleared her throat and began to say, something she had never said to anyone,

If you ask me what Cadence did to swept me, the first thing in my mind would be, that. She had a daughter Bette looked away in shame, How selfish is that, huh and the worse is that I was conscious about it, I fell in love with Jessie and as a consequence I fell for her, Jessie was only two months old when I meet her and was love at first sight for some reason I wanted her so bad, I came everyday to their place just to be with her, of course Candy won me over, she was so outspoken, secure, hot, she didnt get any of my bullshit and always put me in my place, I truly thought that is there was someone out there that could get me over you it was her, I came to love her very deeply, she blinded me with passion but I dont know if I was in love, after a year we decide to get married, legally as you know, but for me it was about get the easier way for me to adopt Jessie, I spend some amazing years with Candy and she did make me happy Tina, but I keep wondering if she knew

Bette

Am sure she knew

She knew that you loved her and her baby, because I can tell you did, just by hearing you talk, so dont feel guilty, just feel blessed that you guys got to be together even if just for a little while

Bette could not hold it no more and cried, cried for her missing wife, cried for her missing love; the one that was holding her.