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    HEREAFTER. Chapter 34. Conundrum

    Story written on November 3, 2004 by Tee.
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    Bette & Tina. Lets find out

    Bette remained silent. Not unaffected but incapable to express what she was feeling

    Okay… Tina said with a sight, she was at the end of her rope Ill tell you what am I scare of, am scare of you not really forgiving me, am scare that deep down you think you had a better and brighter life without me, am scare that I will forever be looking some one like you, with the same intensity and expressions that I just cant find in any other smile, am scare that the broken soul that you are is my fault, am scare that youre so willing to not have me, am scare that you could never love Katie as I do

    Bette tears spilled and she swallow to be able to talk I love her already as mine she said straight to Tinas eyes, no hesitation in her voice, just the weary emotion of someone choke in tears

    Tina took an intake of air praying for Bette to say more, willing her with her eyes to open up to her

    I feel guilty Tina, Because you were her greatest fear, because she knew this would happen, because I swear to her that it wouldnt, and here I am dying to be in your arms, because her daughter wants you to tuck her into bed, because I want you to tuck her in, and she is dead and is like I wish I could erase her, when all she did for me was loving me, what does that make me? a monster Bette crumbled into sobs

    Tina pulled Bette to her and hold her till her cries subsided

    If I never really gave her my heart, the least I can do is give her my respect Bette said pulling away

    Bette Tina breathed out her name, desperation creeping her voice, felling like if Bette presence was water running trough her hands unable to hold her, to stop it from slip away

    Is not just that Tina Bette said her eyes saying all Tina needed to know.

    in understanding Tina nodded I know Bette, I feel the same, but for our pats to cross again, that had to be destiny, I fell in love with you for the second time, but I have Love you all along, and I dont want to think more of our past or my departures, I wont leave you ever again Bette if you dont let me. I want to celebrate that I found you, and I want to kiss your soul as many times as necessary to start to mend it and I want you see your eyes shine for love of me and all of that is selfish, I know. But baby I am here alive loving you, begging you, for you to give my life a meaning

    Bette looked away, Tina didnt let her

    And I know you also want all of those things; Bette she is gone and no sacrifice of you will bring her back, So what I need you to think is this…

    Bette found Tinas eyes her heart hanging on a thread

    Bette I want to be yours and I want you to be mine, and I want the four of us to be a family, with all of my heart I want that, even at the risk of destiny pulling us apart again, even at the chance of not survive another fall, for me you are worth the odds, but if you cant live this Hereafter, if you are capable of turn your back on this, then is Better you do it now

    Tina vanished away the Tears from Bettes face, she toyed a little with her hair and her tranquil look didnt fit the scene they were experiencing, but she was indeed content he had said her peace, she was almost happy.

    I dont want you to ever look at me different then this Tina said I dont need the words if you see me like this yeah, she was going to be okay, now she knew.

    Bette sniffed her running nose I Love You, Tina Kennard Bette said from the bottom of her soul, her words full of emotion, undenying the sincerity of the revelation

    I Love You too Tina said delivering her Love with a deep long kiss, the kind the seem to take away your breath and elate your soul and inflame your heart as much as your body.

    She ended it with a smile, Bette could feel that smile on her lips, the room was spinning, her senses heightened, so much that she didnt wanted to open her eyes, she did though when felt Tinas hands leave hers

    Tina kiss her in the lips once again, it was hard to grasp that it could be the last kiss

    Ill be waiting, Bette. For as long as it takes she said moving away heading to the door.

    Finally finding closure, to this eternal day.

    The End.
    November 03, 2004.

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    4. i could not believe when i finished this story and it said THE END. talk about a mood killer. i have looked forward to your writing everyday. i do hope that you decide to write more. i will miss this story though.

    8. “THE END!?!” what the freak does that mean!?! omg, tee what are you doing to me!?! this can’t be the end, please please please write more. i really enjoy this story. now i’m pouting. do i have to give you the lip and eye treatment?? i will, it has worked before and i’m not afraid to use it. this was a great chapter, but that last part *the end* has got to go. please write soon even a sequel. please! thanks for writing too. :)

    9. This story is so beautiful. You have explained so well why Bette struggled so much to recommit to Tina. I had hoped they would get back together. Please consider writing a follow up where Bette finds the courage to go after Tina

    11. “I feel guilty Tina, Because you were her greatest fear, because she knew this would happen, because I swear to her that it wouldn’t, and here I am dying to be in your arms,
      Is the second love ever as powerful as the first, or is it an attempt, however earnest, at replacing what’s been lost in one’s soul?
      I’m feeling every emotion they are going through.

    19. I know you didn’t mean The End as in Over and done with! Please – you’ve taken us on such a wonderfully torturous journey you can’t leave us here. We deserve more – PLEASE

    20. Sorry,I’m back went back to the top of the page,you had CONUNdrum. That means riddle are you playing with our mindsare testing us to see if we really pay attention.

    21. You can’t really mean The End. We have read 34 chapter grown to love the girls,worried about Bette and her knee,worried about Tina and her love for Bette,Hope you have another one in your mind. Loved your story and always looked for you. thanks so much

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