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Hindsight – Chapter 12
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“Bette…, we will come back… I promise…”
She put Angelica down, she toddled off toward her earlier discarded toys, she looked… deflated…, beaten… as if her hope of keeping Angelica in her life was fading…
“How… do I know… you’ll… come back?” she quietly said, I saw her emotions coming to the surface, how could I let her see that I would keep my word, I would come back, I wouldn’t keep our daughter from her again.
I stood in front of her, my expression showing the remorse I felt inside, I understood her panic, and I wanted to sooth her, reassure her, I brought my hand to her arm, gently smoothing the skin, she bent her head before me, all I could do was tell her, tell her the thoughts and feelings inside me.
“I know you probably don’t trust me, and there is no reason you should, given the recent past, but… please know that when I promised you this morning that I wouldn’t take her away again… I meant… every… word….”
“What… what if you change… your mind?”
“I won’t…”
“But…”
“I made a promise that I intend to keep…”
“You made one of those before…”
“Bette…” her words cut deep, they held an element of spite that I knew I deserved.
“I can’t do this again Tina…”
“I know…” and I did know, she had barely survived the recent weeks and now she felt she was facing the same again.
“I really… wouldn’t be able to go through all of this again…”
“You won’t have to…” and I meant every word.
“How do I know that…?”
“Baby… you don’t know that, but please… I promise, I won’t take her away from you again…”
She looked into my eyes, I wanted her to believe me, I so wanted her to look at me see that whatever I said I meant, she always told me she could look at me and see what I was saying, not just hear it, but see it, I wanted her to see it now… I was being open with her, honest with her…
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OOOOo you have to post again realll soon…..i cant wait much longer for updates on this fic….it is awesome……
One minute in B&T heaven with your other chapter and then this….mess!!! But I trust you, like I know Bette one day will trust T again :o)) Can you make 3 in one day???….No right, the boss is home LOL. Happy New Year sweetie :o))
wow..I can’t help it… but I have to say this…is Tina that dense??? She coulda just started by saying she had to go but she’d leave Angel…I mean Bette’s devastation is staring her in the friggin face…sorreee but!!!
… or even better, Rau… why not forget about the change of clothes, have some food delivered, and spend the day right there with Bette and Angel. *sigh* Tina… sometimes you don’t see what’s right in front of you. Jo… lovely as always…
Wait! I’m confused. Does Britain celebrate New Year’s a week after we in the new world? Does Angelica or Bette in any way resemble a green man? Oooohhh, the premier of the L Word a week into January! Oooohhh, Bette and Angelica resemble each other. I get it! Phew! Glad I figured that out. But you’re right of course Jo, a girl can dream, and SHOULD.
Wow Jo…another post. They have to be able to get that trust back. In a way if I was Tina I would be skeptical to leave Angelica there…since Bette is still weak and prone to fainting. Bette is so broken that it’s hard to see that Tina is being sincere…Jo you have your work cut out for you to get them to a place of love and trust. What about Henry? Isn’t he gonna object to Tina spending the night over Bette’s? Cause I am sure Tina isn’t gonna just drop Angelica off for the night.
those two will need some time to fix things but i ca see that they already started so i have hopes for the best for them
they are doing great and in the name of love they will find the way to be together i hope so. Happy new year!
WHY didnt Tina tell Bette I’m going to get Angie some clothes and some food and be back in an hour. You can keep her her and I will return with the stuff. Love it when Tina needs to eat a little crow. thanks
We need to see and read The Tina Kennard Redemption. Bette is always suffering but Tina not so much. Always well written. Thank you.
Azmama, as one author wrote: When Bette fucks up, she made to suffer. When Tina fucks up, Bette’s made to suffer. LMAO. I’m leaving it to Jo to make Tina a wiser person because it’s not going to happen on the show.
There is something that grabs my heart about this story and Linbooks’ Chiaroscuro. It tears up my insides to know that Bette is coming apart and only one person can make that pain go away. It may never go away totally but some bandaids and stitches my help save what is left and promote healing. Something that Bette said that it is not only Angelica that she wants to stay with her but Tina also. When Tina said she would be back after telling Bette that she would allow her to stay the night, Bette said something about an hour only. That leads me to believe that not only does she want Angelica in her life but Tina also. It would be nice if while Tina was away collecting Angelica’s things that she also collected some of her own and more than just a nights worth.
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Good chapter. B&T need to talk more and work thing out and be a family again. Hope Tina will dump henry soon. OK post soon please, thanks! HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!!
Well a complete contrast to “Do you remember”…i hate to see Bette so vunerable..but im pretty sure you do to!!!!…and i know for all the heartache your putting her through in this story…there is definitly a healing process in the air, im glad Tina is leaving Angie with her…shows a little trust..So thats a start!
Jo I stuck to this story PPS!
So the writing ban has been lifted and we get all the benefit. I love this story, it’s so bittersweet.
Why do I have the feeling this will be the longest hour? lol
Yeah…what a contrast! Guess you’re taking a page from IC & Co. on how to add “unnecessary drama”–you’ve already got plenty here! I understand sky’s concern about Bette’s frail state and how it might not be a good idea to leave Angie there alone, even for an hour. But I know you’re gonna work it out because you don’t want to inflict any more pain on Bette–or your readers! Thanks for a great start to the new year, and PPS!
I hope you post more and more while S4 is ongoing….I’m sure we will need B & T in fanfic
I’m so behind on stories, and I was happily clicking ‘Next Post By Author’ only to find… dun dun dun… there wasn’t one!!! I love this story, and I’m glad to see Tina truly making strides to assure Bette she trusts her… step in the right direction, anyway.