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    Hindsight – Chapter 29

    Story written on February 7, 2007 by Jobadge.
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    Tina Kennard: It was completely and utterly useless to try and fight that overwhelming thing called love…

     

     

    “What did you say…, just now…” she whispered.

     

     

    I couldn’t take the intensity, I couldn’t say the words she wanted to hear, I took a deep breath and closed my eyes for a second, blocking out the world for a split second, hoping it would go away…, but it never did, I been trying to make it all go away, but it was always there when I opened my eyes to the world, just as I did now, I could feel the tears as I looked back at her…, “I… can’t…”

     

     

    “Do you still love me…?”

     

     

    I couldn’t say it, the words wouldn’t come… but surely she knew I loved her, had always loved her, would never stop loving her, surely she knew without me having to say it…

     

     

    “Do you…, do you still love me Tina…?”

     

     

    The tears fell as my heart told me to tell her, tell her what was there, what had always been there, I nodded at her, confirming the answer to her question, I looked down again, I couldn’t bring myself to look into her eyes, but I saw her hand move, I felt her hand on my cheek, her touch was so soft… so gentle, she was wiping the tears from my face as she had done so many times before, her hand guided my face to hers, so we could look into one another’s eyes.

     

     

    Her touch was so gentle…, her eyes were gentle…, her voice was gentle…

     

     

    “Tell me…” she whispered.

     

     

    “I can’t…” But I felt a combination of desolation and euphoria, I felt that feeling inside of sudden lightness even though I couldn’t utter the words, I did love her…, I tried not to, I tried hard to shut her from my life, but it was useless, completely and utterly useless to try and fight that overwhelming thing called love…, she was there, she had always been there, she would always be there…

     

     

    “Tell me you love…”

     

     

    I opened my eyes with the clarity that was clearing that one part of my mind I had shut away, and I said the words I had longed for her to hear, but was unable to say…, until now…, “I love you…”

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    1. Bloody right, Tina. Time to stop living the lie, and start *really* living. I’m still a bit giddy from the last chapter, and well, it’s carrying over to this one. More, Jo. As soon as, please.

    3. Too short, but oh, it was worth it. You got that right Tina, time to go tell Henry bye,bye, and get back to where you belong. Jo, could you go write for IC.

    9. There never was an escape, Tina. You can’t get away. Oh god, the Porter zone! Do they sell day passes for that place yet? Sigh, oh well… So lovely. So hopeful. Makes NY so happy. Thanks, Jo!

    11. It took her long enough, but Tina has finally realized she has found her everything!. Enough of hiding from her true love. Glad to see her making her way home.

    13. Hark! The Truth has been spoken! Frankly it’s still a little difficult to fathom exactly how Tina got her head so completely and utterly up her ass, but she’s pulled it out now, so good for her.

    23. Finally Tina came to her senses!!! (doing a happy dance!) it was worthy all the time that Bette have been living because at the end she will have her Tina back

    24. Jo, More hope and heartache. Good to read that Tina is believing in her heart again and following it to a point. After everything that these gals have been through some good old fashioned chatting has been long over due. Being open and honest with yourself is the first step as then you can follow through with others. Getting your head around it all does take time and effort. I think that Tina will appreicate Bette’s support and comforting however she knows that only she can sort it out. Bette has been wonderful as she sees a glimmer of hope and is heartened by it but also willing to give Tina the reins in dealing with their current situation. Your wise words just flow and rock your reader. Wonderful writing as always. Much Thanks for this chapter, Your Loyal Fan.

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