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    Hindsight – Chapter 8

    Story written on December 4, 2006 by Jobadge.
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    Tina Kennard: My feelings for her couldn’t have been further away from what she had just said…

     

     

     

    I sat in the lounge with Angelica, she had now brought out her collection of Muppet toys and had begun to line them up on the sofa beside me,  knocking them over for me to stand them back up again, she kept looking up at me in anticipation of me standing the toys back up again, her innocent eyes boring into me, she had missed her other mother too, I know she had missed her, I could tell at her unsettled demeanour, I could tell that when she looked at the photo I showed her every night how her eyes recognised the figure in the picture, she had said the word as she looked at the photo, her innocent words of ‘mama’ broke my heart, how could this child pull at strings inside me that I tried to ignore existed.

     

     

     

    Bette walked into the room then, placing my coffee on the table beside me, she sat opposite me, looking calmer than she did only moments ago, we had both broken down, we had both let go, we were there for each other, as hard as it was, that was how it should have been.

     

     

     

    But I was worried about her, I was worried when I saw her last night, I was even more worried when she fainted, and when we carried her into bed, it shocked me to the core, but the thing that shook me rigid was to feel her in my arms, to feel that once firm, toned body having wasted away.  I had my own thoughts about how she got to this point, I wasn’t stupid, although some had told me recently that this is just what I was, as her sister did this morning, but I really needed to know if she was at least doing the basics of looking after herself, I’m just not sure how I could ask her.

     

     

     

    I didn’t want to get into a fight with her, I didn’t want us to argue, not today, there was plenty of time to go over the negative aspects of our recent life, I wanted today to be about us just spending time together, just the three of us, just catching up on the time we had missed, the time she had missed with our daughter.

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    2. OMG what a cliffy!!! You better post reeeeeaaaaally soon, how about lunch time tomorrow?? Big overlap, loved that….and I can’t wait to hear T’s response. I hope she will think before speaking, something she haven’t done in the last chapters. Great work Jo xx

    3. yes! now the ball is in Tina’s court and i hope that she will honest with Bette, they can heal up together. Good thing that you work doesn’t keep you busy

    10. It is powerful and painful to watch these two try and work out some of what is going on in their heads. I know that Bette still loves Tina beyond anything in this world and my guess is that Tina has also come to that conclusion. Where do they go from here and is there a chance that they can work out the relationship that I feel in my heart they want with each other?

    11. I’m not sure how Tina should answer that last line. If she says she didn’t miss Bette, then we all know that’s a lie. If she says she DID miss Bette, Bette could explode and ask why the hell she stayed gone for so long.

    12. the last line just reminds me of season 3 when bette said the same thing and tina just began talking about angelica…i can’t wait to see her reply in the next chapter…thank you

    20. I’ve read all your stories and every single one is wonderful. You seem to write with a poetic nerve that most people can only dream of achieving. You get a ton of well-deserved praise through these comments… so this one may seem redundant. Still, I don’t think we can celebrate your writing enough – therefore, thanks for another great chapter. I think you capture the diversity of Tina and Bette’s perspectives in a very elegant way. Please post soon…

    29. Gosh you’re good jo. I wonder if you know it? Another excellent and heart- wrenching, yet somehow comforting chapter. So much emotions in your written words,kinda scary actually. I’m beginning to feel a bit for Tina. I think she now realizes the pain she’s caused with her actions, and wants Bette to forgive her. I forgive her Now.I honestly don’t think she ever stopped loving bette,but perhaps she tried to stop loving her and just couldn’t. So much love there, and it so obvious. I wonder what Tina’s response will be to hearing bette say those words?Please post soon.

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