This was part two of a painful topic they had to face together. Bette hung her head between her shoulders, she knew this conversation was coming, though she thought that it would come during therapy tomorrow, Bette knew she could never be sure when it would come, Bette also knew that when it came, it was here and had to be wadded out, there could be no recess nor deferment and avoiding it. Both Bette and Tina knew that they had to be honest and that this was not going to be any kind of walk in the park.

Look Tina I dont know exactly the right way to explain what happened to you but I promise you I will try ok Bette said holding her breath.
Ok
First there was the baby, with the pressure of you being pregnant and me having to carry the load I got what Kit called the Daddy blues, I had this fear that I wasnt going be able to support the family. Then I was afraid I was going to be as good a parent as my father was to me, always expecting the world from my children, never allowing them to be anything other than perfect. And then you lost the baby, I felt to worthless T, like I had failed you the one thing you had always wanted, I felt so small, and every time I tried to reach out to you, you just seemed so lost and pushed me further away. T its like over the past six or so months you and I have lost each other in almost every way, we stopped talking we stopped making love we stopped eating together, and then Candace showed up and made it no secret what she wanted, something that you seemed to be doing for a while, what can I say I knew that it was wrong and I knew that it may destroy our marriage and my life but at that point in time you and I simply lived in the same house Bette said visibly fighting back tears.
Tina lifted her head from the view of the kitchen floor, she met Bette tearful gaze with one of the same suit, full of tears.
Bette I never hid the fact that I wanted you, ever, not then and not now. You are my wife and I will always want you in more ways than you will ever know
Tina are you going to help me fix what I broke?
No, I am going to help you fix what we broke