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    I Fall Behind pt.12

    Story written on November 12, 2005 by 7PM.
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    Words: 1505
    Story Shortlink: https://lesfan.com/?p=57597
    Author Notes:

    Something kicks in. B/T

    Previously:

        “Okay. Have a good day at work!” Tina watched Bette
    closely. It’s now or never.  “Are we still on for tonight?”

        Bette’s thoughts were flying a mile a minute. What
    did Tina mean? Am I the woman she was talking about? Am I the woman who
    “captivated and enthralled” her? WHAT? I can’t handle this. No no
    no…. Oh God… I’m dying… I’m plummeting to a sure death impaled on
    stakes like in one of those adventure-thrillers in the movies…

        Tina’s endless caring eyes caught her.

        Bette took a deep breath and released it slowly. She
    looked around. She saw her friends pretending to be otherwise occupied.
    She saw Kit rubbing at a stubborn stain on the counter. She saw people
    at the other tables having their cups of coffee, plates of bagels,
    croissants, sandwiches, etc.

        Tina’s endless caring eyes caught her and put her to right.

        “Yes, Tina… I believe we’re still on for tonight.”

        Tina released the breath she was holding and smiled widely. After a beat, Bette smiled back.

        What was it that I saw? Bette wondered as she stared
    at the polished wood of her tabletop. She imagined Tina’s face, her
    smile, but most of all, her eyes. What do you see when you look at me?
    She questioned Tina’s image. Do you see me, Bette Porter? Or do you see
    that woman who had filled you with magic and wondering so long ago? Do
    you know who I am? Do you know how I am… fractured inside… splintered into pieces? Can you see me? Can you know me?

        No one can know you, Bette. An ugly voice crept into
    her mind and whispered like tar seeping in. No one can see you. You’re
    invisible, so hidden so deep inside. No one would want to see you, find
    you. You’re not worth knowing. Who do you think you are? You’re trash,
    always someone’s garbage thrown out. People leave you because you
    deserve it. They saw who you are and couldn’t love you the way they
    thought they could. Spare Tina. Spare her the disappointment of finding
    out that you’re just Bette. Just Bette sitting on the curb, left behind
    as always. You’re pathetic. She thinks she wants you right now, but if
    she really gets to know you, she’ll find out that you’re too needy, too
    desparate, too afraid, too… *****… crazy. And she won’t be able
    to handle it and you’ll be alone again. As you should be. You crazy
    *****-up.

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    1. just when things looked like they were going to get better… enter the bitch… and bring bette down… love this… now make bette think… tina liked/loved her years ago… when she first saw hew… have her just think if that… plaeas continue

    2. do we need hellno f*** everything up when bette is already so insecure? i hope tina can still change bette mind and make her believe in love…didn’t giggle today but love the story immensely

    4. god, what a night. 2 mimosas too quickly and oh my head. i was off and on. hows the weekend gf. im still pouting?????k 7. WTH. i was feeling it. i will hate hellno no matter who writes her. please fergz get her away from me. please post soon, k? thanks.

    10. Leave it to Helena..that bitch! It was sort of a sad chapter to see Bette like that but she will overcome it all. Thanks! albeez..sweetie..did you do too much last night? ;) where are you?

    12. Your writing is absolutely wonderful!! “She walked on stilts out the CAC and got into her car.” I could totally see that…what a fantastic description!! With your words, I am right there in the room, on Bette’s shoulder, hearing every word, feeling every vibration of emotion rolling through her body. Thank you!

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