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    I Fall Behind pt.12

    Story written on November 12, 2005 by 7PM.
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    Story Shortlink: https://lesfan.com/?p=57597
    Author Notes:

    Something kicks in. B/T

        “Bette,” she spoke, voice low and serious, “It’s not
    my place to tell you who you should or should not associate with. God
    knows I myself have been guilty of consorting with the wrong sort of
    people, with people of questionable reputation. And I know the price
    one has to pay for that.”

        Bette gaped at Helena, not believing what she was hearing.

        “I know how utterly irresistable these people can
    be. I will confess that I’ve been out with Tina Kennard…” Bette’s
    outraged gasp stopped Helena, but not totally. “… I’ve been out with
    her, in a shall we say, a professional transaction?  You must
    understand, I had just flown in from England and a friend of mine
    thought it would be a nice welcome present…” Again, Bette’s gasp gave
    Helena pause, but not for long. “.. a nice welcome present for me She
    imagined that I was feeling lonely and homesick.”

        Bette had a deep frown and her mouth had fallen
    open. She was staring at Helena in horror, unable to speak. She wanted
    to scream to the woman to get out. She wanted to make a fist and let it
    fly. She wanted to run out of the office, run out of the CAC, run out
    into the street and just… run.

        “As I was saying, this sort of people are
    inescapable. They are part of our society and we cannot avoid them. But
    I hope you know what sort of entanglements they are for, what kind of
    interactions they are capable of.” Helena looked closely at Bette and
    mistook her open-mouthed stare as one of incomprehension.  She
    sighed deeply and realized she must be clearer to avoid
    miscommunication.

        “Bette, I hope you are aware that Tina Kennard is a
    woman of loose morals, someone who would go to bed with any one who
    could give her money. I hope you were not.. associating with her under
    false assumptions. You cannot have any meaningful relationship with
    her, by virtue of the fact that she makes it into her profession to
    feign love, to feign desire.”

        Feign love, feign desire? Bette felt weak. She had
    to be alone. “Helena, I need to take the day off. I… I just
    remembered I had to do something for Kit. An errand.” Bette noticed
    disconnectedly that her speech sounded wooden and robotic. She
    distantly saw Helena smile warmly, nod and felt her hand on her
    shoulder. “I’m fine,” Bette responded automatically.

        She walked on stilts out the CAC and got into her car. She felt something… at the same time, she was numb.

    TBC

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    1. just when things looked like they were going to get better… enter the bitch… and bring bette down… love this… now make bette think… tina liked/loved her years ago… when she first saw hew… have her just think if that… plaeas continue

    2. do we need hellno f*** everything up when bette is already so insecure? i hope tina can still change bette mind and make her believe in love…didn’t giggle today but love the story immensely

    4. god, what a night. 2 mimosas too quickly and oh my head. i was off and on. hows the weekend gf. im still pouting?????k 7. WTH. i was feeling it. i will hate hellno no matter who writes her. please fergz get her away from me. please post soon, k? thanks.

    10. Leave it to Helena..that bitch! It was sort of a sad chapter to see Bette like that but she will overcome it all. Thanks! albeez..sweetie..did you do too much last night? ;) where are you?

    12. Your writing is absolutely wonderful!! “She walked on stilts out the CAC and got into her car.” I could totally see that…what a fantastic description!! With your words, I am right there in the room, on Bette’s shoulder, hearing every word, feeling every vibration of emotion rolling through her body. Thank you!

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