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    It is you I have loved…..

    Story written on June 7, 2006 by Seahurst.
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    Story Shortlink: https://lesfan.com/?p=61237
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    But an unexpected way, on this unexpected day…could it mean this is where I belong? It is you I have loved all along?

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    Four years earlier when Tina had left her to be with Henry, she was devastated on so many different levels.

    Her heart broke because she had lost the love of her life.

    Her heart broke because of the cold, premeditated way in which, at that time, she believed that Tina had systematically destroyed their relationship, and with it Bette’s self esteem. By the time the dust had settled, Tina was happily ensconced with Henry, while Bette was desperately trying to dig herself out from the pile of rubble that had once been her heart. Bette started an intense therapy program hoping to find her way back to her true self. Trying to not only feel, but to know deep down that she was a worthy and loving person, and could be a loyal and loving partner. All the while, she frustratingly wondering how she could still be in love with a woman who would do the cold hearted things that Tina had done.

    Her heart broke because she had lost her chance to be in Angelica’s life every day and night.

    Her heart broke because Tina’s return to men had been done with such feverish passion, it had devastated her to her core. She believed that if Tina felt that much passion for a man…felt the need to be with one so intensely she would do something so horrific as to fuck him in the bedroom she had shared with her for eight years, then that bedroom and what she had experienced there during those eight years had clearly meant absolutely nothing to Tina.

    When Bette had fallen apart and cheated on Tina, she had betrayed herself just as much as Tina. Something she still didn’t believe that others totally understood. But, as a child Bette had witnessed time and time again what infidelity could do to a person. And because of those experiences, when she exchanged rings with Tina, promising her that she would be her first, last, and forever, she was promising herself that as well. The fact that she broke that promise will forever be the event in Bette’s life where she truly believed she had failed as a human being. She had failed, Tina, her family and friends, and she had failed herself.

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    1. Damnit Sea, why do you have to be so freaking romantic?!? That brought a tear to my eye and it amde me like tina lil bit!! Excellent Writing as usual!!! oh, yeah, I am first, yeah!

    7. This story has left me breathless and speechless. You have taken two very broken women and brought them back home. Somtimes you have to tumple all the way to the bottom so that you can once again begin to live. Both of these women have done that and are now on the road back to each other. Keep bringing us romantic stories.

    13. So, we should throw Tina into a bigass mud puddle? Like a baptism of sorts? I propose that you pitch this idea to IC. =D And DAMMIT you made me wanna cry because it was so sad then I DID cry because it was go gooey gushy happy. I think we need a group hug.

    15. What’s not to love about this?A lovely, romantic story for a rainy afternoon. Thanks for the gift and the memory of watching Shirley Temple movies on Saturday mornings. :}

    17. Wow…i had to think before i could leave any comment…purely because i was alittle speechless….that was really a beautiful piece of writing….not that im surprised from you…but that was amazeing.

    19. Absolutly beautiful. I think I’m gonna cry. Loved Angelica, kiss,kiss,kiss, may we be so fortunate as to have such moments in the show. Though I highly doubt it. Thankfully we have fanfic writers like you.

    21. I second what everyone said: Damn you Seahurst!! You make me cry everytime I read your stories…!!! And I agree with 99%sure, you should write another TiBette story… AMAZING chapter as usual!!

    23. Aaaawwwww Seahurst, that was so touching and so beautiful at the end. I really felt for them both and at the end you had me crying. It was beautiful. Thank you for such a loving story. Patience is a virtue.

    27. You’re always a delightful read. In one short story, you’ve described the struggle each woman has gone through, all the love lost and love found between them and, of course, Angelica.

    33. That was SOOOO beautiful…the perfect ending to my day! I love everything you write and I look forward to the next gift you give to us. I’ll send my song request to the DJ for your next fanfic idea :)

    38. Ah, Sea. Ever the romantic, you just couldn’t deny your Tibette heart. This story actually stirred mine into being happy for their reunion. Very nice!

    41. … Wow… You made me forgive Tina. And trust me, at this point, that’s an amazing accomplishment. Dammit, Sea, why are you such a good writer?! Only you would know that mud and rain would make everything better. Thank you, thank you, thank you, for all of your stories. I never miss ’em. Write more soon, but, until you do, this will surely be floating around in my head.

    42. That was awesome. But u are killing with these one time only fics. Are u every going to do another long TiBette fic again????? I know season 3 wounded us all especially after seeing it again tonight.

    43. Sea – You are AMAZING and the most totally romantic writer on this board. You create magic with your oh so lovely descriptions of emotion. Thanks to your friend for suggesting this song – you wrote a fabulous story. WOW WOW WOW.

    44. We may need Angelica on standby in the event we need a “kiss, kiss, kiss” moment during S4. I want to say that this story is phenomenal but I’m not sure that does it justice. Just amazing, Seahurst.

    48. Beautiful, absolutely beautiful. As I was reading your story it was painting quite a vivid visual in my head. Just phenominal, really … kudos.

    56. No matter how lost they are, Angelica and the love they both share together always bring them back together…a nice little story!

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