We have to talk. I spit out.  

            Is everything okay? She asks, still holding on to my waist she pulls me closer. I pull away as fast, not wanting her to feel my heart pounding in my chest.

            Just come in Dane. I point to the couch, and shut the door behind her. Sit I can see her shaking her head. I know she is trying to figure out what this is all about. She is so cute when she is confused. Pieszecki, focus you have to do this now! I sit on the opposite side of the couch.

            Al she moves next to me and places her hands around mine. I move away standing across the room. I so badly just want to hold her. Alice, whats going on? You are scaring me. Her worry is like knives to my heart. Please look at me. I can her hear hints of begging in her voice.

            I finally look at her, staring into her eyes, I am lost. They are the most beautiful eyes I have every looked into. The awkward silence is too hard for me to bear anymore. I avert my eyes to my feet, rocking nervously on my heals. I love you Dana, do you know that? I love you with all my heart. I take a deep breath, exhaling all the fears I have.

            Al, I love you too. She starts to get up.

            No! she looks hurt, She standing, yet sitting, frozen. I mean, Dana please just sit okay? Keep your emotions in check.

            Okay? she says going to sit in the place she just rose from, playing with the hem of her shirt; she is getting nervous. She bits her bottom lip. She melts my heart away. Keep your emotions in check. You have to do this. Be the strong one.

            I think that we should break up. I say it fast and in what I think might be a whisper. It hurts to say it out loud.

            What? she says, I can not read her expression, I assume maybe I said it lower then I thought.

            I said that I think that we should