“I want us to work out Shane—I want us to be together.” Helena looked into Shane’s brown eyes. “Tell me—do you want the same?”

“Yes—I want the same.” She smiled down at Helena and kissed her once more.

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                Shane woke up and sighed heavily. She stretched, and Helena moaned softly. She smiled over at Helena and slowly moved her hand from around her. She slowly got up from the bed and grabbed a shirt from the floor. She walked out of the bedroom and closed the door. She walked out into the kitchen and saw Jenny’s lap top sitting on the table. She looked up and looked back down at the lap top. She sat down at the table and opened it. She turned it on and took a deep breath. She ran her fingers through her hair. She saw Jenny’s messenger popped up and saw that Carmen was online. She clicked on Carmen’s name, and the screen popped up. She rested her hands on the lap top and began to type.

Lez_girl: Good morning.

DJ_Latina: Morning.

Lez_girl: I’m sorry for last night. I didn’t mean to ask so many questions.

DJ_Latina: It’s okay.. I know you didn’t mean anything by it. You’re the only friend that I have right now. You can ask me anything.  

This was Shane’s chance to ask Carmen anything right now before Helena or Jenny walks into the kitchen. She rubbed her hands together and began to type away.

Lez_girl: Would you ever give Shane another chance?

DJ_Latina: I don’t know. I mean—I know my answer would be—, Carmen was having a hard time answering this question. I’m sorry. lol

Lez_girl: You still love her don’t you?                                                            

DJ_Latina: …Yes, I still love her. Shane began to type something and chewed on her bottom lip.

Lez_girl: I still love you…

DJ_Latina: …Is this Jenny?

Lez_girl: No Carm—it’s not.

DJ_Latina: Shane?

Lez_girl: Yeah : )

DJ_Latina: Was I talking to you last night too?

Lez_girl: Yeah… I didn’t want you to know that it was me. I’m sorry if led you on to think that I was Jenny. I didn’t mean to do that.

DJ_Latina: I g2g.

Lez_girl: Carmen don’t— DJ_Latina logged off.

“Fuck.” Shane leaned back into the chair and dropped her head back. She sighed heavily and rubbed her hands over her face. She licked her lips and turned off Jenny’s lap top.