I dried off managed to change and waited for Shane to come and say goodnight. It was 9 pm and I fell asleep.

La Mer

Ch 9

I changed in my car. The eyes of all the patients and staff as I walked out soaking wet in my black bikini. Why? Why did I kiss her? Why did I break my code? Why did I want to get as far from her as I could? Why did she taste so sweet? Why was I not the cool breeze over the mountain? Why?

I get home and the viper was waiting on my doorstep.

“How did you know where I live?”

“Your dad told me…he thought we where still together.”

“Sara what do you want? Why are you here?”

“I love you Shane…I miss you…don’t you miss me?”

“No…”

“Shane…come on. I know you miss this”

She takes my hand and places it on her breast. I really wasn’t in the mood for this.

“Sara get the fuck out of my life. You are the worst thing that ever happened to me. You don’t love me. You never did. I was game for you. A hopeless thing for you push around…and I did everything to make you want me but you didn’t you only wanted a human fuck toy…so fuck off…go back to Lala land have your gang bangs…but leave me out of it.”

“You’re fucking horrible Shane. I flew all the way down to fucking Australia to see you…and all you can do is bring up the past…”

“Whatever Sara…goodbye…”

“No you owe me to talk to me….I thought we were cool about the group….”

“Come on say it…if you can’t say it then you prove my point….say it Sara…”

“Shane you know what I mean…I like what I like I told you that when we first met…I told you…and you were fine…we had fun …..I know we had fun….please let me in…”

“You and how many of your friends?”

She slapped me hard my face was stinging…my eyes watered.

“You can’t say it cause you know it’s wrong…I loved you not your life style…not the fact that you only had time for me after you had your fix…you only wanted me when you had all of your friends around to prove how freaky you were…on my birthday you bought three other girls for me…well the sky is parted…I don’t need you anymore…I don’t want you anymore…and knowing you, your more angry that I dumped you rather than our thing whatever it was….is over. Have a nice life…