Jaeil: No one has ever ignored me.

Alani: It was not intent to be the first I needed time to understand.

Jaeil: What is there to understand?

Alani: I have not been the same since that night.

Jaeil: [worriedly] If you are still bleeding I will see you escorted to the medicus immediately.

Alani: There is no need I have not bleed.

Jaeil: [stares at her in confusion] Are you in pain?

Alani: No, not anymore.

Jaeil: I did not mean to hurt you nor knew you are a virgin.

Alani: Was.

Jaeil: [Secretly she was angry with herself after all she stood responsible for de-flowering the future queen. That night for the first time ever she failed to gain control of herself since then it bothered her as she failed to understand why.]

Alani: [fully crying] At nineteen years of age I set eyes upon this girl as she did me. We courted each other for months and one day very shyly she rendered me my first kiss.

Jaeil: [stares at her]

Alani: At nineteen first time being kissed pathetic I know.

Jaeil: [remained silent listening to her speak]

Alani: The feel of anothers lips upon mine felt unnatural at first I immediately tensed my body [she says giving a little smile.] I never resisted signaling for her to continue which she promptly did by slipping her fingers inside me. It was painful but brief a few seconds later it was over. I prided myself on becoming a woman that day I had engaged in intercourse unbeknownst to my mother and sisters who viewed me no more than helpless……years later I laid with you the experience was not the same. [tears rolled down her face.] Two days have passed and I still [pauses before continuing] feel the heat from your body, the taste of your lips, breathe upon neck, and you inside me and I do not understand why.

Jaeil: [without realizing it slowly walks towards her]

Alani: [seeing her approach places both hands in front of her signaling for her to cease] Please do not draw near!

Jaeil: [startled suddenly stops] My position is not to harm you.

Alani: I know.

Jaeil: [approaches her again]

Alani: Please keep distance! I beg you!