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Life changes unexpectedly – Chapter 14
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Another break, Bette struggles with her words as tears keep coming.
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I don´t want to cry anymore Caitlin, please let me smile again? Let me be me again….
I brought her to you, not so long ago, you remember? I took her to see you and Zac, I wanted her to know that I was willing to let you go, that I was ready to let her go. She know me so well already, she knew I was trying to hard. I do love her though, like I haven´t before. I´m sorry Caitlin, I´m so sorry for feeling like that, but I can´t help it, and I need to be honest with you. Her name is Tina, Tina Kennard, she´s 26 years old, I know, a little young, but shes mature for her age. She´s a film student. I see her in my future Caitlin, I really do, and I feel guilty for that too…. She told me to go and find myself again, get my emotions under control, find a way to live with the memories of you and Zac and not cry, but smile. She´s amazing. Who other person would do that, have a patience like that? I can think of only one. You.
I´m not replacing you, she´s a totally different person than you, all though she has some of the same qualities that you have. But then again, who doesn´t?
You would´ve liked her. And she would´ve like you too. I want a life with her, who´s to say it will last but. I want the chance of something else, something other than staying at home every night after work, I want someone to fall asleep with again, someone to hold, be hold.
Tina is the one for me… God it feels weird to talk to you about another woman. But I hope you know what I need and want and… I need to let you go. So this letter I´ve been writing, it´s my goodbye to you and Zac. I don´t want to feel broken anymore.
I´ll never forget you. I love you both so much, and will for the rest of my life. Caitlin, take care of Zac, guide him through his childhood, wherever you are. Tell him about me, from time to time. I love you. Goodbye.
Love forever, Bette
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As she finishes the letter, her tears are streaming down her face, She tries to wipe them away but more keeps coming. She took the letter and went inside, it was already dark out and she wanted to take a hot shower to get some warmth back into her system. She was emotionally exhausted when she got into the shower. She was missing Tina so much, she know that what she´s found in Tina, is something special. And she also know that what she had with Caitlin was special. She thought that Caitlin was the love of her life. Was it possible to have two? She thought to herself. Because she was utterly in love with Tina. Tina who is amazing, kind, loving, funny, beautiful inside out. She´s different than Caitlin. Caitlin was also kind, loving and funny, but there is something about Tina that gets her a little ahead of Caitlin in a way. She feels guilty for thinking like this, but, she know she has to get it all out there, if a life with Tina was ever going to happen.
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That letter was very heartfelt and sad. It did though help get all those feelings out of Bette’s head and heart. Tina is so good for Bette and she will never ask Bette to totally forget about Catilyn and Zach but to love her without the ghost of them looking over their shoulders.
Great chapter and AWESOME WRITING!!! hope all is well pps!!! thank you
Sad but cathartic, for Bette and for me too; sometimes it is very hard to let go
A sad chapter to read, as it must be hard for her to let go over part of her other life, but it great to see her taking strides to a new begining.
The letter was a good idea. Please keep posting!
Take a deep cleansing breath and get back home to your woman! Seriously though Tina did th right thing by letting Bette have time to get her thoughts and feelings together. She needs to let Caitlyn and Zac go in her heart and mind but also find a spot in her heart where she can lock them away for times when she needs to remember the good times. You have to have your loved one close to you so they can touch your spirit from time to time and keep you sane but also be able to let new people in to love you and be able to love them back with all your heart. Great chapter pps.
Tough chapter, but Bette has to let go.
Hello Lauren, Good to have another great addition to this fabulous fan fiction. It was awesome. Sad and yet hopeful. Bette needed to close the door on her life with Caitlin and Zac. They will forever be in her heart but now she needs and wants to open it to Tina. Tina is here and now is their time to enjoy. I do hope that Bette goes to Tina soon abd explains the changes that she has made. Bette is now ready to embark whole heartedly of this adventure with Tina. Please continue soon. Many thanks for everything. Your Loyal Fan.
Its so hard to let go of a love that was lost so early in your life. You tuck it away in a secret place to take out and remember at times. Bad memories fades and only the good ones you keep. Go get your love Bette. thanks
A very sad chapter – wich reaches into all our hearts…….hope Bette can move on now with Tina. Saying goodbye to the past is not always easy but in the long term it is the right desission. Post soon
Wow that was sad!