Chapter 14

Jenny what are you doing here so early? Marina asked as they walked through the door.

Tim had to get to practice…

Ah… I see, Marina smiled knowingly.

I hope you dont mind that I dropped by – you seemed awfully preoccupied yesterday.

Had it only been yesterday that my life was turned inside out? Marina thought. About that, an old acquaintance happened to show up unexpectedly…

Oh. I guess you two had some catching up to do?

Marina had to set Jennys mind at ease, Come to my office?

Jenny nodded as she followed. It had felt so good to hold Marina outside. Jenny knew she wasnt open in displaying her feelings where Marina was concerned, at least not with other people around. The thought that Tim might catch her in a moment of weakness was always on her mind, which made her extra cautious about her interactions with Marina. She didnt want to hurt Tim, she loved him, she did. Marina was just Marina. There was no rhyme or reason to it. It just was.

Marina held the door to her office open, letting Jenny pass by before closing and locking it. She had learned her lesson well.

Jenny smiled as she heard the door locking behind her.

Marina quickly closed the gap between them and kissed Jenny, her tongue slipping easily inside Jennys mouth as her hands roamed over her body.

Jenny lost herself in Marinas kiss, she whimpered as Marinas hand slipped under her shirt and cupped her breast, her thumb circling her nipple over the bra.

Tearing her mouth away, Marina began to kiss down Jennys neck – biting – nibbling – on her skin carefully, always restraining her ardor. Marks that Jenny could not explain were avoided at all costs, much to her dismay.

Marina reached lower unbuttoning and pulling the zipper down on the kakis that were a part of Jennys uniform, slipped her hand beneath the waistband of Jennys panties and was pleased to find her wet. Wasting no time, Marina plunged two fingers inside.

Oh God! Jenny groaned as Marinas fingers filled her.

Marina bent down and took Jennys nipple in her mouth through her shirt and bra, biting on the nipple.

Jenny wrapped her arms around Marina, her hips jerking, Oh *****… ***** me!

Marina continued to plunge her fingers in and out of Jennys *****, while her thumb circled her *****, determined to drive Jenny insane.

They stood in the middle of her office, Jenny forcing her body down onto Marinas fingers, clutching her back, holding on for dear life. Their breathing filling the room – Jennys groans punctuating each thrust, every bite. Sweat beginning to form on their foreheads as they both gave and took from each other.

Come for me Jenny, Marina grunted in her ear, biting on the earlobe, her fingers finding the rough patch of skin she knew once she started rubbing on would trip Jennys *****.

Oh God… oh God… *****!! Jenny cried out as her body quaked around Marinas fingers.

Marina waited until Jenny had finally relaxed, releasing the grip on her fingers long enough for her to slip them out of the warm haven they had been in. She brought them to her mouth and while Jennys eyes fluttered open, Marina slowly tasted Jennys essence.

Jenny licked her lips – her legs were still shaking after her *****. She couldnt get over the intensity of it. She watched as Marina sucked on her fingers, she was entranced by the raw sexuality of it. She pulled Marina by her blouse and crushed their lips together.

Marinas body began trembling with want.

Want of Jennys mouth, her fingers and her tongue.

She wanted more of her.

Breaking the kiss, Marina grabbed Jenny by the hand and led her to her desk. She lifted Jennys right leg, took her shoe off, tossing it behind her and pulled Jennys pants down, freeing her right leg. She grabbed her by the waist and with little effort put her on the desk.

Marina ran her hand up Jennys legs, slowly parting them. She looked into Jennys face and saw the hunger she felt reflected back. Wasting no time, Marina reached behind her and grabbed her chair and sat down. She pulled Jennys legs closer to the edge of the desk and began feasting on her.

Bracing her arms on the desktop, Jenny raised her hips, pushing herself against Marinas mouth, her tongue. Her body shuddered each time Marina would suck on her *****, circling it with her tongue until she thought shed die.

Marina continued her oral attack on Jenny, before slipping her fingers back inside, she could hear Jennys pleas for more – harder – faster, all of which she gave willingly.

Jenny body went taut as she felt Marinas lips around her ***** once more, flicking, sucking, nibbling carefully til she couldnt take it anymore. Oh *****!! she cried out her as she hips practically flew off the desk.

Marina continued until she heard Jenny gasping for breath. She slowly licked her lips and stood up, she took Jenny into her arms and held her tight.

Jennys mind was still reeling. It had been phenomenal. She smiled as she returned the hug, her smiled turned to horror. Oh *****!! Jenny cried out.

What is it? Marina asked as she pulled away.

Im gonna be late for work, she said as she hopped off the desk, looking at the clock.

Marina watched as Jenny hurriedly pulled her pants back on and hopped on her left foot while putting on her other shoe.

Im sorry Marina…

Its okay – I understand.

Ill make it up, I promise, she said as she quickly kissed Marina and left the office.

Marina sat down after Jenny left and thought about what happened. She and Jenny had had rushed encounters before – that was not new or unusual – however the lack of feeling afterwards, was.

Every time they had been together, Marina had felt a sense of contentment wash over her – making every second of their time together special. It was one of the signs that had alerted her that Jenny was indeed different.

She gazed at her hand, turning it over – the smell of ***** was in the air – any other time…

Marina quickly pushed away from the desk and ran to the bathroom, barely making it to one of the stalls before throwing up.

* * *

Yes, I have his name and number, Lena replied into the telephone. Are you sure ***** be able to see us today?

Yes, I had Abby contact him while I had you on hold. We go back a long way…

Melissa…

Its fine. I only wish I could be of more help to you right now.

Youve done enough… more than enough.

Well set up an appointment to talk when you get back, okay?

Id like that, Lena paused, Melissa…

Yes Lena?

Have I ruined everything?

Melissa could hear the anguish in Lenas voice and honestly wished she could give her the answer she wanted to hear. They had talked about, had gone through so much together in the past seven months, that she privately hoped Lena would finally be free of the guilt she still harbored.

Im not sure, Melissa finally replied, hearing Lena sigh on the other end. We didnt or rather weve never discussed Marina before until now. I do believe that this is the best thing, getting things out in the open. That has been and probably still continues to be the major source of problems on both sides. You both hid things – issues trying to protect each other…

Yes and we both paid for that indiscretion, Lena added.

Yet look how far youve come. I know you were having issues about the lack of intimacy, about not pushing…

Umm…

Melissas eyebrows arched – she wished she had Lena in front of her instead of over the phone. Has there been a change on that front?

Well…

I take it that youve gone farther than kissing?

Yes.

Okay, she nodded. I wont ask for details now…

Of course not… youll wait until you can drag it out of me later right? Lena asked playfully.

You know me too well and on that note, Ill see you when you get back.

All right, thank you again Melissa.

Dont thank me, just get through this.

Ill do my best.

Thats all I can ask, goodbye Lena. Give my best to Bianca.

I will, good bye.

You really like her dont you? Bianca asked from the couch.

Lena hung up the phone. I dont know how I could have gotten through this without her help, Lena answered honestly.

Im glad you had someone to turn to, Bianca said softly.

She sends her best, Lena said as she sat down next to Bianca. They had finally moved out of the bedroom an hour ago and only when Lena thought Bianca had calmed down sufficiently enough had she placed the call to her therapist. We dont have plans for tonight do we? Lena asked.

Nothing that cant be postponed.

Would you go with me to see someone?

Who?

A doctor. His name is Dan Foxworthy, Melissa made an appointment…

Of course I will, Bianca readily agreed.

Lena nodded. Thank you. Is there anything youd like to do? The appointment isnt until three-thirty, Lena asked not sure what to say. Didnt you want to go to that museum?

The C.A.C.?

I think thats the one.

Not right now – maybe before we leave?

Lena sighed before looking down. I feel so lost right now – I dont know what to do or say. Im frightened that one wrong move – one wrong word will destroy what weve accomplished, where we are, Lena confessed.

Bianca reached out and took Lenas hand in hers shaking her head at how cold it was. I feel the same way – and I hate that I feel jealous about her. I know you love me, it goes without saying – Im just scared – Im hormonal… she said.

Lena wrapped her arm around Biancas shoulders, drawing her closer and placing a kiss on her cheek. We will get through this – I know we will.

* * *

Marina stared at her reflection in the mirror as she rinsed out her mouth and was not pleased by what she saw.

Her eyes were bloodshot – her face pale, she was a mess. Brushing her hair back behind her ears she turned off the water. Grabbing a few paper towels, she dried her hands and face.

I will get through this – I will, she said out loud before leaving the bathroom.