Shane could see the shocked look in Carmens eyes and took a step back away from her like she just had hurt Carmen with her simple being.

“No…”, Carmen whispered again breathless and reached out to Shane.

It corded up her throat to see Shane like this.  All she wanted to do was holding Shane and keep her save from everything …..from everything she did to her.

And so she did. She laid a hand on Shanes waist and pulled her into a deep embracement. She missed her so bad, she couldn´t do anything else. She needed to feel Shanes body.
Shane finally relaxed, burried her face into Carmens shoulder and held her close. “I´ve missed you”, Shane thought but didn´t realise that this words were flowing out of her mouth.

Carmens heart seemed to break into thousend pieces as she heard this words. She wondered why she still wasn´t bleeding cause it hurted so bad, all the time.

Shane couldn´t believe the way Carmen made her feel. The best drug was nothing against her.
The song was ending and Carmen moaned silently cause she didn´t want to break away from Shane but she pushed Shane softly away to lay up a new track.
“Shane….how are you doing?”, Carmen turned back to Shane and looked intensively at her.
“Please come back”, Shane said with a quivered voice and looked Carmen deep in the eyes.

Carmen looked sadly and lost at Shane.

“We´ll get through this, I promise. I´ll do anything to get your family back. I love you Carmen”, Shane promised helplessly and touched softly Carmens face.

Carmen closed her eyes, enjoying Shanes warm hand.
“I´m sorry Shane..”, Carmens voice cracked.
“Just come back to me, please”, Shane begged feeling tears welling in her eyes.
Out of the shadows a young spanish looking man appeard right behind Carmen and laid a hand on Carmen´s shoulder.
“Here´s your drink, darling”, he said with a spanish accent and got between Shane and Carmen to give Carmen a fast kiss.
“Hey, who is this? A friend of yours?”, he ask and laid his hands around Carmens hips.
Shane just looked bewildered at Carmen.
“Shane I´m sorry. This is Enrico my boyfriend”, Carmen introduced the young man with her head hanging low. She didn´t want that Shane saw the shame in her face.