Bette and Tina looked at each other like they were deciding to tell or not to tell Carmen. “Shane….she passed out in the bathroom. I already called a doctor”, Bette said quietly.

“Oh my god”, Carmen gasped and coverd her mouth with her hand.

“That´s all my fault if I didn´t let me hook up with Enrico he would have never hurt her”, Carmen blamed herself and leand defeated against the sofa.

“I actuatlly don´t think that”, Tina sighed.

“What do you mean?”, Carmen asked bewildered and looked up.

“Jenny told me this morning that Shane acted wired the last weeks like…..like she was doing drugs again”, Tina explained with careful words not to freak Carmen out.

Carmen just stared at Bette and Tina. So many thoughts where rushing through her mind. Was she really the cause for all this? Will Shane be okay? How could she ever do this to her?

“Like Bette said we called a doctor and Jenny is taking care of her”, Tina went on and quezzed supportingly Carmens shoulder.

Carmen sniffed and looked up like she was praying to god.

“Are you okay?”, Bette asked worried as she saw how devastated Carmen looked.

“Uh….oh yeah”, Carmen looked at Bette but her mind seemed to be somewhere else.

“Are you sure?”, Tina asked and thoughed Carmens arm.

Carmen turned away and grabbed her sweatshirt from the sofa without answearing Tinas question and walked to the backdoor.

Tina and Bette looked downcasted at each other as Carmen was out of the door.

“It´s horrible to see her like this…to see Shane like this”, Tina whispered toughed.

“I know”, Bette agreed and took Tina in her arms.

Carmen walked through the garden and turned right to Shanes room as she stepped into the kitchen.

As she enterd Shanes room it hit her like a brick in the cest.

Shane was sitting at the edge of her bed, her head between her knees, teetering slightly back and forward.

It almost killed her to see Shane like this and knowing that only she was the cause Shane was in this condition made it even worse.

She just wanted to make a move to comfort Shane as Jenny appeared right behind her and entered to room.