“Don’t be sorry…Just let me help you” Ashley said wiping the tears from Spencer’s face.

“My head is all over the place Ash”

“You don’t say…I’ve noticed for week’s baby…but you wouldn’t let me in to help you, Lara noticed too” Ashley sighed

“I don’t want to talk about it because I see it in my head all the fucking time…I hate the fact I had to watch it and couldn’t do anything to help…I hate how Amy went on self destruct, it just made me feel guilty because I couldn’t do anything to help her”

“Baby listen to me…you got attacked too…you were tied up…there was nothing you could have done to help” Ashley explained “This isn’t your fault…Amy doesn’t blame you so you need to stop blaming yourself and being hard on you because it’s just hurting you”

Lara came back in the room.

“I really think you need to get all this out…Lara can help you if you let her” Ashley stated

“I can’t do it all on my own Ashley, It’s crucifying me” Spencer explained

“You don’t have to…Ashley can stay and well do it together” Lara explained

Ashley got up and pulled Spencer up with her.

“Why don’t you both have a seat on the couch and I’ll see what I can do” Lara said as she sat behind her desk. “First thing I want to sort is getting you un suspended, I don’t think that was fair and I will speak to David…but I am signing you off work on sick leave until your head is back to full function”

Ashley wrapped her arm around Spencer and sat her hand on her leg with her free arm.

“I’m going to be sick” Spencer said getting up and running into the bathroom that was fitted in Lara’s office.

“I think I should take her home and we should start this tomorrow” Ashley suggested

“I agree…She looks dead on her feet” Lara stated “I’ve never seen Spencer like this that was rather scary”

“Yeah I know the feeling” Ashley agreed

Spencer returned from the bathroom.

“Ok Spencer I want you to come back and talk to me tomorrow but for now I want you to go home and rest you look extremely run down”