“I don’t really want to be on my own” Spencer admitted

Ashley got up and took Spencer’s hand “I’ll come with you”

Spencer nodded. Ashley said thanks to Lara and they both left her office.

“Everyone is going to be looking at me” Spencer said

Ashley wrapped her arm protectively around Spencer.

“Everyone is worried sick about you” Ashley stated

Jacqui walked over to them. “You ok?” She asked Spencer

Spencer nodded no. “Well I’m glad you’re finally admitting it now” Jacqui said

“I’m going to take her home…will you cover for me?” Jacqui asked

“Yep Taylor is going to stay on and do some over time to and Gillian is on her way in” Jacqui informed

“Ok thanks” Ashley said “Can you stay with Spencer till I go grab my stuff?”

“Sure” Jacqui smiled “Come on let’s go crab a seat outside I can be doing with some air”

Jacqui walked outside with Spencer, they sat on a bench.

“I’m sorry for keeping Amy out till early o’clock” Spencer apologised

“Don’t worry about it” Jacqui smiled “Spencer this isn’t your fault you know, you need to stop punishing yourself for what happened”

“I can’t help it…I just feel so shit about the whole thing” Spencer admitted

“They let Lara and Ashley in…They can help…Look what Lara has done for Amy in such a small space of time…ok she had a small hic up the other day but at least she never harmed herself”

“Yeah that was my fault, me being stupid” Spencer admitted

“The two of you have this horrible thing you shared, Help each other” Jacqui suggested “Me and Ashley will help you both all the way but you need to let us…Ashley loves you she’s been all over the place for a while now at a loss because she couldn’t help you”

Ashley came out “Yeah thanks for leaving without telling me”

“Oh shut up you found us easily” Jacqui laughed

“Did you bring your car babe?” Ashley asked

“Yeah it’s in my space” Spencer replied

“Ok well we will just leave it here and take mine home and I’ll come back and get it later” Ashley stated.