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    Mending Hearts – Chapter 2

    Story written on March 10, 2006 by Chasemenow.
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    Tina wakes up and realizes she wants what she once had.

     

    She guided me over and I let her hold me as I cried myself out.  She gently stroked my hair, murmuring it would be all right.  I wished she were right.  I finally started to breathe normally again and pulled away to look at her. 

     

    “Do you need someone to talk with Tina?  I’m a pretty good listener.”

     

    “I remember.  It’s just so hard.”

     

    “Why don’t you try?  I promise not to judge.”

     

    “I’ve screwed up my life Helena and not just mine but all the people I professed to love and care about.  How could I have done what I did?  I’m such a monster.”

     

    “Well monster is going a bit far my dear, but the screwing up part is fairly accurate.  Where is this coming from Tina, why now?”

     

    “I’ve been dreaming of Bette, our life together and the dream always ends the same way.  It ends with Bette asking why?”

     

    “And do you have an answer for that?”

     

    “There were so many reasons but I guess the biggest was that I wasn’t being honest when I said I forgave her.  Deep down I didn’t.  It was as if I wanted to but couldn’t because then that would mean that I was weak.  That once again I had let her win and control me.  I was truly torn in half, one part knowing I couldn’t live without her, the other loathing the first half for being so weak.  I was so mean to her Helena.  All she wanted was for me to show her a little love, an ounce of compassion.  I couldn’t do it and in the end I think I wanted to do something so hurtful that she would finally stop loving me.  That’s where Henry came in.  I knew that would be the last straw and by God I did it, not only in our house but in our bed.”

     

    “And now one year later what has changed?”

     

    “I miss her, I miss my friends.  I don’t love Henry.  He is sweet but he is not Bette.”

     

    “You say you miss her but do you think you can forgive her and trust her or are you just being selfish.”

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    2. Okay, maybe it’s just me but um I don’t feel sorry for her. She messed up, they both did, but atleast Bette tried. Tina could not be honest with herself and most of all with Bette. She dragged her through the ringer. Bette is happy now and about to have a baby, she does not need Tina’s shit right now. I want Bette to make it difficult for her and Tina will learn to work hard at things she wants. I love this story, you are a great writer. Who knows, with your writing I may like Tina again. Please continue!

    6. Great story. Please continue. I hope Tina’s up to the battle she’s going to face, to get back to where she and Bette can at least start to be friends again, and then work towards a relationship. Can’t wait for another post.

    7. Getting ballsy aren’t we, Tina? I don’t think Bette’s the only one that has put up some pretty Tina-proof walls. I only hope forgiveness can be found all around and maybe, just maybe they can work it out.

    8. Tina is really messed up. she needs help. No matter how much Bette loved her,it wont be easy to even talk to Bette. I dont feel sorry for Tina, just very sad, that Angelica has miss so much of Bette loving her. thanks

    9. Helena as a conduit for a B&T reunion, the fresh. Great chapter, Tina is for a long and tuff battle so she has to KNOW that this is what she wants. She has made a good start by straighening things out with Angelica and contacting Kit. I fell that Kit maybe the only one that is at least willing to listen to her. Please continue :o)

    15. I guess it’s the only way Bette could ever forgive Tina to refer the reason as having not forgiven Bette’s betrayl. But still it’s Tina’s fault in some sense.

    20. Chase..thank you for having Tina wake up and see what she is missing. I think there is going to be lots of drama but it will be well worth it in the end. post soon

    24. So good to see the sequel up. What a magnificent job you did in allowing us to feel Tina’s emotions and realizing what she’s been missing. I’m always waiting in the wings for more of your work.

    26. “His ‘morning erection’ was protruding into my back.” Eeeew…kill me why don’t you. “You say you miss her but do you think you can forgive her and trust her or are you just being selfish.” That’s the key right there. It’s your move Tina… Wonderful writing Chase.

    31. Darn, this is good, Chase. I feel sorry for Tina. I guess I really miss B&T being together. Your story gives me some hope….I really do hope so. Henry is right, Tina needs to see a therapist. I think Bette probably still loves Tina deep down but heck she’s not gonna admit it so easily let alone let Tina in once again. Devastation and fear of letting someone into her heart must’ve been her constant companion… But now that she’s pregnant…does she think of the child as hers and Tina’s?? Who is the donor? Please keep posting and thanks.

    33. Chase,A worthy successor to your first intriguing chapter. Things are astarting to take shape as Tina realizes the enormity of what she has done and put Bette through. What a surprise is in store as she discovers what Bette has been up to in the last year. Perhaps Bette has someone new in her life to share and take care of her and her baby. Please continue as this is a wonderful storyline and I want to see where you go with it. Thank you so much for brightening my day after the traumas of the weekend. Your Loyal Fan.

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