Even though she only knew Bette for a couple of days she felt like being real close to her.
But with her own words of so-called wisdom she pushed her away. And with all the
sadness that washed over the two women time did not end, the world did not stop turning.
But Tina begged for it all night. She was fortunate she knew. She saw Bette smile and
that angelic image would be forever part of her being.

Upon hearing the song and reliving the end of the night and possible future and life she
was brought back the the night some years ago. The night that made Tina the woman she
was today. The event that shaped her life and the secret that she would carry around from
that moment on. It was the most unfortunate night of her still young life and everybody
knew she never got over it. But only Tina knew the secret and that she was the only
one that could carry it around all her life. But was it time to tell? And start living again?

After what seemed like an eternity but in realtime only lasted 4 minutes Tina managed
to pull herself together and drove on. She was heading home, with one decision richer.
It was time to put her sorrow behind her and tell the truth. She knew it was going to be a
long hard road but she felt like she owed it to somebody who she held dearly in her heart.

&&& Next Day

As I woke up I felt heavy and my head was pounding. Slowly but sternly I rubbed my
temple to try and rub away the headache, which ofcourse would never happen. As I got
up the memories of last night came back to me once again. How I drove around with no
destination and how I cried my eyes out on the song. It brought back her. She left me.

My eyes, I slowly caressed my cheek and felt the strains that the tears left there. I had been
like this before but now I seemed to have reach my ultimate extreme and it was good
that I made a decision to get it out there and be honest with me and everybody. It felt good.

To start the new journey in her life Tina decided to do so freshly so she quickly rose to her
feet and stepped into the shower. Once the water hit her head and shoulder she let her
emotions once again take the better of her. The water mixed with her tears was weirdly
enough the courage she needed for the next step she was about to take. She was willing
to fight with her every fiber to explain Bette why she pushed her away.