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    Story written on June 6, 2009 by ashtuck.
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    Helena faces the dealer.

    For weeks.

     

    I decided to never leave the house and I only called Bette when I knew that it was safe for her to come over.  As weeks pass, I start to fiend.  I had a stash of emergency pills, but they don’t last forever. 

     

    I make my way outside, my coat pulled tightly against my body.  I tell Ricky to meet me a few blocks away, behind a Polish restaurant.  My heart is beating against my rib cage.  When I arrive, Ricky isn’t there.  I stand waiting, my hands tucked deep in my pockets.

     

    I notice movement out of the corner of my eye.  I turn.  It’s Ricky and another gentleman who doesn’t look like he would be any fun.  Ricky seems to tell him to stay back and he listens.

     

    “We need to talk.”  I say.

     

    “Yeah, we do.”

     

    I lean forward in and say in a hushed tone, “I can’t pay you that amount right now, Rick, but I need something—anything, I don’t know how long I can last without anything.”

     

    “I’m sorry, I’d love to give you free shit, but my boss is going to kill me if I don’t get his money from you.”

     

    “There’s no way I can come up with that money.”

     

    “I thought you were rich.”

     

    “I am, but it’s not that simple.”

     

    “Well, I need some sort of repayment.” He looks back at the friend he brought with him and he slowly starts to approach us.

     

    This is not looking good.

     

    Bette:

     

    This evening was specifically reserved for Tina.  As she writhed underneath me, she whispers softly against my ear,

     

    “I love you, Bette.  I don’t know if I can love somebody more than I can love you right now.”

     

    I immediately feel guilty, but I don’t stop my fingers from prying at her warm, moist folds.  I just whisper into her ear, “I love you too.”

     

    Tina makes me want to be honest, but I can’t break her heart, at least not like that.  Her body shakes against me as she cums.

     

    I know that there will be no reciprocity tonight.  It’s not that Tina is bad in bed, she’s just nervous about what she wants to do to me or her own abilities.  Sex can be a sometime-y situation with Tina.  I’m okay with that.

     

    I hold her close as we sleep briefly.  After an hour, my phone starts to buzz around on the table beside us.  I pick it up.

     

    It’s Helena.  The text reads 911.

     

    Helena:

     

    I’m pressed against the dirty wall, Ricky’s breath on my face, and his hard-on on my stomach.  I don’t want to cry.  But I can’t stop myself.

     

    It feels like hours, though I know it’s only a few minutes.  I’m not a praying woman, but I begin talking to God in my head.  I beg for forgiveness.  I beg Him to make this stop.  His fingers are prying at my belt buckle.

     

    I beg God for Bette to show up.                                                                    

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    2. Ash, the ending is so scary and yet so real and true in many of these situations that Helena is in, but I don’t think that Bette can be there to save her in time, but I hope so,,,,,maybe this can be a wake-up call for Helena to finally stop taking drugs as ugly as it sounds! Great chapter!

    4. My Beautiful Ash… You completely blow me away with the reality of your words… they vibrate such painful and sincere emotions that sends my mind flashing and memories surface… you are completely and absolutely amazing… thank you for coming back… thank you for coming into my life my friend, Love you completely, JC

    5. This is the same thing that happen to my cousin….now she’s in a wheelchair and the bad part about it she’s still using. If Helena really loves Bette she wouldn’t have called her. If anything bad happens Bette will probably be the one to get hurt and Helena will never forgive herself. It’s time for Helena to get her shit together. Great update.

    8. Gosh I hope Bette or someone else will show up to get that dirty bastard of Helena but Im afraid it’s going to be too late. I wish Bette would call Mrs P and they’d put Hel’s in rehab. Great update Ash

    9. i can’t tell you how much i love this story! you’re one of the few belena writers that actually makes me root for bette and helena as opposed to bette and tina – which isn’t easy! pps

    11. Ash – you really left us hanging there. I don’t know who i feel worse for, Bette, Helena or Tina. Bette is in love w/ a woman who is in love w/ drugs and in love w/ another woman who can’t share her love for Bette w/ the world. Sure Bette is lying to Tina but i don’t think she’s doing it to be cruel – she really wants to keep her safe but there is a part of Bette that’s addicted to Helena. I really hope Bette can get to Helena before the unthinkable happens. As much as Bette doesn’t want to enable Helena’s habit I’m sure she’d come up w/ the $80k to pay her girls debt and keep her safe. PPS! I’m dying to know how Bette, Helena and Tina all get out of their current situations.

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