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    On the verge – Chapter two

    Story written on July 2, 2009 by Genner.
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    Tina came home that evening in tears. She wasn’t able to go to work right now, she was too overwhelmed with the events.

    Around 2am, she decided to have a shower. She hoped the warm water cascading down her body would somehow wash her worries away, would somehow cause them to vanish with the water stream. Of course it didn’t help. She collapsed in the shower, the tears taking over once again.

    “FUCK YOU!” she screamed. “FUCK YOU, BETTE PORTER!”

    Tina banged her head against the wall, trying to hurt herself. What sense was there in going on with her life if it was a life without Bette. She kept on screaming her name, kept on banging her head until gradually, her sobs became less heavy and she went into a state of numbness. The feelings were too many to feel, there was too much to grasp, to get into her head and she couldn’t.

    Eventually, Eric came into the bathroom, looking groggy from sleep. When he saw his wife sitting down and crying, he walked over to her and got into the cubicle without taking his pj’s off. He wanted to wrap his arms around her, but she pushed him away.

    “Get off me,” she sighed. “Please just leave me alone.”

    “But I want to help you.”

    “You CAN’T fucking help me! Bette is dead! How the fuck can you not understand that I hate myself because it’s my fault and I don’t need your pity and I don’t deserve anyone’s help and I don’t even want it!”

    —

    The next day, a box was delivered to the house. Eric, who received it, doubted whether he should show Tina. It had Bette’s name on it and he didn’t know if she was capable of dealing with it.

    He had taken the week off from work, something he had never done before. He just wanted to be there for his wife.

    Tina appeared in the hallway. “Who was that? What is that?”

    “I don’t know,” Eric answered truthfully. “A box with Bette’s name on it.”

    Tina ran to him and took the box from his hands so violently she almost hit him, but she didn’t care. She took it as if it was holy and he wasn’t worth to hold it.

    “These must be Bette’s diaries,” she mumbled. “I have to read them.”

     

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    1. Hey Genner! First off, Happy Birthday! I personally loved 18. It made me feel very grown up. Enjoy Santorini, it seems like a wonderful way to celebrate your birthday, even if you don’t want to turn 18. Now, for the story… I’m worried about reading it. I have a feeling it’ll make me cry because the diaries are going to be beautiful and the stories excellent, and then I’ll remember that Bette’s dead and that they won’t get to share any of it anymore. So if you stop getting comments from me at one point, it’s because the crying got to me. But wow, fantastic story.

    3. Happy birthday, Gen! You know, 18 is also a magic number. Have a fantastic time in Santorini. That place is awsome and beautiful! As for the story, it very sad and full of emotions. Ah, we will love to learn about Bette’s diaries. Too bad that Tina found out about Bette’s love after she died. You are doing a great job here, Gen. We will really like for you to continue with this tale. Thanks for posting. PPS Hugs & kisses on both your cheeks. – Lucero & Marsha (The Salsa Aunties)

    5. First happy happy birthday! 18 is pretty magical. I turn 25 in five days and I will say from my experience 18-25 were amazing but I feel it only gets better everyday. So enjoy your birthday live it up! As far as the story is concerned I think it’s wonderfully raw and powerful. Keep it up! I’m curious to see where you will take it. Please don’t make it a dream sequence. I think it would take away from the reality you’ve managed to create in such a short amount of time. Anyways enough rambling great work!

    6. Uhhh, this just screwed up my morning. I hope somebody is having a friggin nightmare, cuz I definitely am! Crud, why did I read this?????????????ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!PS. Don’t take my reaction personally. I actually love the way you write. You’re an outstanding author. I’ve read lots of your work. I just don’t prefer stories where death is involoved. They tend to make me angry and depressed. I don’t like feeling like that. It’s no picnic in the park. I’m going to find something to put me in a happy place now. (sigh)

    8. Happy birthday Genner! Hope you’ll have a great time in Santorini. This is so sad but beautifully written. I have to ask you something though, how come that men are insensitive assholes with no sense of tact in most of your stories?

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