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Our first Christmas
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“You’re right, it’s not okay, but it’s understandable. And forgive you because you know it’s wrong and I know in the future” and she stares hard into my eyes making sure I understand just how serious she is “you will come to me when you have a problem instead of pushing me away.”
“I’ll try baby, I swear I will. I just have such a hard time letting people in, you know.”
“I do actually, but Bette, have I ever given you any reason not to trust me? Have I ever pushed you away when you really needed me?”
“No, but what if” I trail off not wanting to voice the horrible things running through me head.
“What if what?
I turn away not wanting to say this out loud. “What if you find out how screwed up I am and stop loving me.” I’m struggling to hold back my tears while I wait for her answer. I know she’ll say that that could never happen, but the little voice in the back of my head keeps me afraid that she might.
She turns my face again to look at hers and I am swept away from the compassion I see shining back. I’ve never known someone as open and loving as Tina, let alone had that love pointed at me. It’s a little overwhelming at times.
“I will never stop loving you Bette, no matter what you tell me or what stupid mistakes you make, I will always love you.”
I pull her to me fiercely, determined to make her understand that I feel exactly the same way. I’m desperate for her to love me and to know I love her and I’m scared by just how attached I’ve become to this women already. She holds me just as tight as I’m holding her.
“Do you want to tell me about your mother?” She whispers it so softly into my ear that I almost don’t hear her at first. When the words finally register I can feel myself stiffen in her embrace. I should tell her about my mom, I know that would be healthy and I know deep down she would probably help me work through a lot of the terrible ***** from my childhood. But I’m still scared that it will be too much for her.
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babe this is going so well — i love the emotions and all that –m now give us the lovin — and after 2 weeks it will be great stuff….
Glad to see Bette start to open up to Tina. Now bring on the makeup sex. ;) Seriously though this is good story and I can’t wait to read more of it.
Woo Hoo! Bring on the Tibette lovin’! This story is just great. I love how you portray Bette and Tina together as a couple, so sweet and considerate of each other and their feelings. Please post soon!
Yeah, “rectify” this soon.
Yeah, good for Bette to open up. And I think she’s right too. tina going home for christmas to keep her family and hopefully make some progress with them about Bette. Love it. Please post soon. Merry Christmas
Loved it. Can’t wait for more.
AND RECTIFY IT THEY SHOULD!!!lol well at least they are talking about christmas now im glad Tina offered to stay…and at this point Bette might feel guilty if she did stay…but only Tina can make that decision..i have my own thoughts on what should or may happen but i trust you with that one lol looking forward to more…
I love this Christmas story. Looking forward to the lovin’!
absolutely love this story and your writing…bring on some loving because you’re perfect at that…thanks
i luv it but can we have a compromise somewhere with the parents. Not have Bette stay over at the house so tina and bette get a hotel and stay with the family in the day. oh come on that could work u know…
Glad Bette is starting to open up to Tina. They need to stay connected. Please continue.
Is good to see Bette open up to Tina and they talk a little bit. Ok let see what’s next, thanks!
This is great stuff Ayns….so emotional and caring. I think it’s the right decision for them, that Tina goes home this year for christmas, but she have to talk to her family about Bette. PLEASE….RECTIFY SOON :o))