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    Phobia (Chapter Two)

    Story written on December 11, 2006 by 2geeky.
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    Story Shortlink: https://lesfan.com/?p=63549
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    Fear of memories and fear of reactions.

    She was right though. This wasn’t fair to her or Lara, but sometimes when you’ve wanted something or someone for so long, it becomes an impossible task to stop.

    Despite the urge I felt to go faster, everything went slow.

    The way I pulled her shirt over her head and dropped it to the floor; The teasing way she slipped my jeans off my legs; the way I eased her back onto the bed, never pausing to break the kiss; the way I memorized every curve of her body, and the way she would unexpectedly moan my name- the one thing I missed and loved the most.

    She pressed the back of her head into the pillows and closed her eyes in anticipation.

    But just as my hand had glided further down her abdomen and I moved to end her torture, I heard the worst phrase of my life.

    “Come on Dana, wake up.”

    Yeah, it was just another dream. Obviously, I needed to stop taking naps when I was bored.

    My eyes slowly opened in time to see Lara reappear in the bedroom doorway. “Good, you’re awake. I gotta get to work but I’ll see you after my shift’s over.” She gave me the usual smile and wave before I heard her walk away and head out the front door.

    This hurts.
     


    I knew I loved Lara; I always would. But not the way I loved Alice, because when you love someone with such an intensity that neither one can control, things happen and it’s too late to fix them. That’s how the end of us came to be.

    However, regardless of how much I might love her, it wouldn’t be fair to hurt Lara again or get Al’s hopes up. And the way she keeps avoiding me just makes everything so much worse. Someday, I’ll figure out what to do but for now I guess I’ll have to get used to taking cold showers.

     

     

     

     

     

    Shane-

    “You’re doing the right thing.” Carla reassured me after I set the phone down from checking what time my flight back home leaves.

    I slouched forward in my seat at the dining room table. “It feels too soon. I mean, what is she going to say when I tell her I’m sorry? If she even let’s me get that far.”

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    1. yesssssssss loved it cant wait for more please more soooooooooon omg it was great but please let it be a happy sharmen , to much sad angry sharmen let them work it out pleaseeeeeee

    2. you are a very bad person how can you stope there?!?!! lol love this chap and im loving whats coming… i want drama now im ready for THE DRAMA lol

    5. i’m sticking around:). i enjoy the different narratives…and the fact that the narratives aren’t selfish; they help tell other characters’ stories despite not necessarily being in a relationship with them. i hope carmen loves.

    6. hooorayy- yep its always what comes up either when you post a comment or NOW when you post a chap! : bows down to ur greatness : lol oh and first… u r an evil genius somehow it slipped my mind that Alice and Dana didn’t hook up.. lol so as i was reading ur evil work i was all.. how’d we get here? did i miss something? lol so GREAT WORK on Dana’s dream :) uh oh Carmen’s home Shane’s got some explaining to do lol i luv Alice, and her forgetful ways. you’ve done it again, so ty ty ty for doing it again and filler-shimiller you don’t do those trust me :) Plz post soon, ur like a drug and im so hooked. x0x0x

    7. omg omg omg omg.. i love it.. i can’t stop smiling… wonderful update, you have just made my day.. can’t wait to see what carmen does, love that last line, pure Alice and her forgetfulness.. oh, and before i forget i was wondering if you were still planing on continuing ‘WHO KNEW’ cus thats like one of my favorite fics.. anyways, great update.. looking forward to the next update, please make it soon.. :P

    8. Ok I was totally fooled by that dream, damn you and your teasing ways hehe. I too love the different narratives and you do each of them justice, trust me. Can’t wait for the next chap xx

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