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    Phobia (Chapter Two)

    Story written on December 11, 2006 by 2geeky.
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    Fear of memories and fear of reactions.

    “Well, she may yell, slam the door in your face, or even throw things at you,” I was growing more scared by the second. “but the sooner you let her know that you’re still there waiting for her, the sooner you two might recover.”

    “Wait, you said might recover.”

    She set her mug on the table before looking me in the eyes. “Shane, you’ve hurt her more than once and you’ve apologized more times than you can count. I know what that feels like because Gabriel did the same to me, so if he were to come back and do it again it would take a very long time, if ever, before I forgave him.”

    For as self-centered as it might seem, this wasn’t what I wanted to hear but at the same time I knew it was true. “Carmen’s never going to trust me again.”

    “Hey,” Her tone had shifted to one of understanding. “everybody’s different, remember? And you’ll never know if you don’t try.”

    “Yeah, but are you and Shay really going to be okay? Because I don’t want to leave here if you’re not sure.”

    She looked around in thought but spoke with confidence. “I’m positive we’ll be fine. Of course there will be days when I’ll feel like giving into depression over the fact that my son’s father is never coming back, but every time I look at Shay, I’ll remember to stay strong for his sake at least.”

     

    I got up and moved to give her a hug for comfort. “You’ll find someone else. Someone better.”

    “How do you know?”

    The famous line ‘ Because I’m Yoda’ almost slipped from my mouth until I remembered that she didn’t know the meaning behind it and a remark like that might make her question my sobriety. “Sometimes, I just know.”

    At least she was smiling now which served to lift my mood and then she glanced at the clock. “Your flight is leaving soon.”

    “Yeah.” I let her go and walked over to the door to grab my bag, but I paused in the doorway and turned back to say one last thing. “Carla, thank you. For everything.”

    She just nodded her head and gave me another warm smile as I stepped out into the cold air and closed the door.

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    1. yesssssssss loved it cant wait for more please more soooooooooon omg it was great but please let it be a happy sharmen , to much sad angry sharmen let them work it out pleaseeeeeee

    2. you are a very bad person how can you stope there?!?!! lol love this chap and im loving whats coming… i want drama now im ready for THE DRAMA lol

    5. i’m sticking around:). i enjoy the different narratives…and the fact that the narratives aren’t selfish; they help tell other characters’ stories despite not necessarily being in a relationship with them. i hope carmen loves.

    6. hooorayy- yep its always what comes up either when you post a comment or NOW when you post a chap! : bows down to ur greatness : lol oh and first… u r an evil genius somehow it slipped my mind that Alice and Dana didn’t hook up.. lol so as i was reading ur evil work i was all.. how’d we get here? did i miss something? lol so GREAT WORK on Dana’s dream :) uh oh Carmen’s home Shane’s got some explaining to do lol i luv Alice, and her forgetful ways. you’ve done it again, so ty ty ty for doing it again and filler-shimiller you don’t do those trust me :) Plz post soon, ur like a drug and im so hooked. x0x0x

    7. omg omg omg omg.. i love it.. i can’t stop smiling… wonderful update, you have just made my day.. can’t wait to see what carmen does, love that last line, pure Alice and her forgetfulness.. oh, and before i forget i was wondering if you were still planing on continuing ‘WHO KNEW’ cus thats like one of my favorite fics.. anyways, great update.. looking forward to the next update, please make it soon.. :P

    8. Ok I was totally fooled by that dream, damn you and your teasing ways hehe. I too love the different narratives and you do each of them justice, trust me. Can’t wait for the next chap xx

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