Dear darling baby girl

You will be a beautiful grown up young girl by time you are able to read this letter.

I am calling you Sania my baby, because it was my own mother’s name and I love it.

My darling I love you so much and because of that I had to do this.  I couldnt keep you even if I wanted to.  My life is such a big miss.  I dont want you to live the same life like me.  I couldnt do this to you.  I had to give you up.  I am sure someone will find you and you will be taken good care of.  I dont deserve to have such a beautiful baby like you my darling.  I have to give you up.  I love you so much, I love you with all my heart and I would die for you but there is so much evil in the world and I have to protect you from it.  I am forced to give you up.  It’s against my well, but I think this might be the best for you my darling.  Baby you have my eyes. Please my baby, forgive me.

Your mother.

Sania often took the necklace out too and wore it on her neck but she has never shown it to anyone apart from her adopted family and close friends.  She only wanted to feel it close to her skin in case it really belonged to her real mother.  She wanted to feel her mother and maybe see her when she looked at herself wearing it in the mirror.  She thought that she might actually look like her mother if she had the same eyes like her.  Sania wanted so much to be close to something that reminded her of her biological roots and those 3 items were all she had from her mother.  It was so sad and it made her feel always alone no matter how many people loved her and cared for her.  She felt that something was missing from her life and that her heart was empty.

Those items were her only clue to her real life, and the fact that she had her mothers eyes.  What does that mean?  Was it the colour of the eyes or the shape of the eyes or what?  What kind of a clue was that?