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Random Act – Chapter 11
Are you sure this is what you want?
Yes.
I dont want to hurt you.
I need this. I need to experience it again, if only this once.
What if you decide that you like it and want to pursue the real thing? Where does that leave us? Where does that leave me?
Please baby, lets talk after. I want you so much.
You dont really want me Tina, you want this appendage Im wearing.
If I didnt want you Id find some guy.
I feel like Ive been sucker punched. This is bad. Its much worse than I thought. Maybe thats what you should do. Im not sure I can do this. I look away from her and down towards the floor.
Please Bette, stop thinking and just do it.
I look up and take a long hard look at her. She is lying on the bed spread eagle, her hands tied to the bedpost. This is her fantasy and reality check. She has been feeling an attraction towards men and wants to explore it. She isnt ready to break my heart totally so she suggested this. A way to include me or should I say use me to test the waters. Why I agreed is beyond me. How can she expect me to fuck her like a man after everything weve been through? I want to make love to her in a sweet tender way that will take hours and leave us both exhausted. She wants a quick wam bam thank you maam.
Youre so beautiful T. I just take one look and my knees grow week and my center throbs. That hasnt change one bit in 8 years time. If I do this there may be no way back for us. Do you understand?
Or it could be our way back to the us that we both want to be again.
I take off my robe and stand before her naked. I see her eyes go wide as she begins her inventory. As she passes her eyes over my breasts I see them hesitate and dialate just a bit. She says, I want to touch them Bette. I want to take your nipples into my mouth and feel them get hard. I moan at just the thought.
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(37 votes, average: 4.03 out of 5)
Ouch! I totally felt Bette’s pain in that.
WOW!
that’s hard, and totally sucks!!! continue please, would like to see the out come.
Yeah, I think it may be a big issue for a real lesbian. I think I can’t bear it if my partner asked me using a strap-on because of having feelings for men.
That was really sad,and very understandable,if she hasnt lost Tina to a man ,shes`possibly lost her to a sex toy!!!Either way She`s lost her….
i don’t agree, i think if bette didn’t treat her so gingerly all the time, and just f…ed her every once in a while with whatever means they both agree on, then it would just add a new dimension to their lovemaking not ruin it!!!!
Wow, what a whole bunch to think about, I can totally see Bette’s thoughts in all this and have to agree with her when Tina is feeling like wanting a man…This is not the same as a partner using a toy to add some variance…this is so much more than that and not in a good way…Don’t leave us there, what is Tina’s reaction to bette’s reaction??
Chase…It doesn’t matter what you write…it is always great. This story is harsh. I feel for Bette. I agree w/honda90.Bette is between the proverbial rock and a hard place. Please continue, if you want to.
whoa ok my mind still wrapping around this!! we need to c t’s reaction
very sad. i can totally understand bette’s feelings and emotions. as honda90 said, tina didn’t want this to spice things up, it was a substitute for the “real thing”… i’ve always had a feeling that bette is into natural stuff (even when we saw one of the deleted scenes for 3.2 or 3.3 when bette said she was just “a little unhappy”)
I’m feeling Bette on this one. Thanks sweetie!
I enjoy whatever you write and this was a difficult subject. Feels like the beginning of the end but there’s always a ray of hope. I look forward to reading Tina’s point of view soon.
Your insight into Bette’s feelings is almost devestating. It doesn’t look good. I’m really curious to see what the next chapter will hold. Thanks Chasemenow.
Wow, the emotion emiting from Bette was more than painful. It was deadly. Beautifuly written, but heart-wrenching.
Poor Bette. That was like a stake going thru her heart.
Yeah, as long as this was part of Tina’s “feelings” about men and not an expansion of her relationship with Bette, I can understand Bette’s dismay. Interesting set up and interested to see Tina’s response to Bette and the experience.
tina is a dumb ass
I agree with honda90. There is a huge difference between wanting a sex toy to either spice up your sex life with your partner, or your own self gratification…and telling your partner that you have feelings for men, and if she doesn’t do this to you, you will just go find some man to do it. Big difference. My heart was breaking for both of them. I also agree that you should continue. I want to see if Tina will understand where Bette is coming from. Thanks Chase!!
Interesting idea for a story…Tina needs to take her confusion elsewhere b/c she’s breaking Bette’s heart into pieces.
Tina didnt want Bette she just wanted the feel of the strap on. All Bette did was to help her make up her mind to go with men. Doesnt Tina realize the pain she put Bette through? It suck and Bette knows it thanks
i totally understand bette..hopefully tina does too and they should talk and maybe tina’s feelings for men are not real…i hope you’ll continue with that
well don’t stop there. let’s see if bette leaves Tina before T has chance to leave her.
More please.
an excellent experiment. if she really wants men, though, nothing but the real thing is going to cut it.
Chase – you made a perfect case for why these two need to talk about why they are together – it’s never a good idea in my book to do something sexually you don’t feel good about it doesn’ build intimacy it builds insecurity.
Sad, so very sad.
That made me sad…but I hope you continue. thanks.
Wow, it would be interesting to continue at least one more chapter as Bette leaves Tina and Tina is forced to see the impact of her request/decsion. She wanted this so bad she was deaf to Bette’s plea. So sad, but so Tina.
Wow thats hurt Bette and sad too. Ok post soon please, thanks!
you have to go on with this
“God I am so lost.†Well, that makes 2 of us Bette. I can’t even process this right now. Tina is as loopy as the day is long and poor Bette is only trying to please her. And for what? Damn Chase, leave it to you to write something like this. What’d you do? Hop aboard the fanfic express to the dark side? Thank goodness Henry & his erection weren’t in this one. Ick. You bet your skittles you’re walking a fine line… and so is Tina. She needs to stay on either side and not straddle the middle. This was too painful for words, but somehow you captured emotions that couldn’t otherwise be described.