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    Realizing – Chapter 7

    “I don’t know.” Tina replies.

    “I love you Tina, I can’t hide that now. And frankly I don’t want to hide it either. Because if I try to hide it, my heart will close off. I don’t want that to happen again. I’ve lived in that dark place for too long.” Bette says and looks straight into Tina’s eyes. “It’s because of that, that I can’t be around you. And especially you and Martin, it hurts too much. I can’t do it.” Bette says and tears starts to fall.

    “Bette, I don’t know what to say. What to do.” Tina says.

    “I can’t answer that for you.” Bette say sand moves back to her desk and sit down. Tina follows again. They look at each other for a few seconds. “Do you want forever with him?” Bette asks. “Do you want to spend the rest of your life with him, have babies with him? I’m sure you’re having more babies, you always wanted two or more.” Bette says.

    Tina is silent.

    “You don’t want more children?” Bette asks.

    “Yes I do… I just always pictured having them with you.” Tina says, almost in a whisper as she bows down.

    “What?” Bette asks as she’s not sure if she heard correctly.

    “You heard me.” Tina says.

    Bette looks almost stunned. It wasn’t what she thought she would hear.

    “Tina… What is it that you’re doing here?” Bette asks. “Kissing me, then telling me that it didn’t happen, and then suddenly say you only wanted kids with me. Tina, you can’t do this.” Bette says. “I won’t allow it. If you don’t have anything else to say, I suggest you leave.” Bette says and looks straight into Tina’s eyes…. Tina keeps saying nothing and she doesn’t move. It seems like she’s thinking hard about something.

    “Tina? What is it?” Bette asks softly.

    “I’m scared.” Tina finally says after a few minutes silence.

    “Scared? About what?” Bette asks.

    “Of my feelings.” Tina reveals.

    “Why?” Bette asks.

    “I don’t know. It’s gotten so mixed up.” Tina replies. “I think I should go, coming here was a mistake. I’m sorry…” Tina says and stands up.

    “TINA, stop. I’m here, talk to me. Please. Am I hoping for something that will not happen at all? Are you ready to be with Martin for the rest of your life?” Bette asks.

    Comments

    1. Well at least Martin was good for something. He got Tina to quit lying to herself. Okay I’m kidding. He still seems like a bit of a wuss to me but man am I glad he wasn’t a jackass. And I don’t think Tina thinks of Bette’s hands as just strong and beautiful either. ;)

    2. OMG..that was mean..really really..please let them talk..but no talk in bed..lol..and since i know you..i know that will not happen that soon..lol..great chappy..im glad Tina was honest with her heart..thanks

    3. Wow…I agreed with Bette when she told Tina she can’t keep being hot and cold…but I disagreed with her when she told her that the decision should be an easy one…they have alot to work out and ol Marty Mar was a safe choice. I am glad he took this like a champ…GO MARTY!…lol. So…if I read correctly Bette got undressed and then was all over the house so when she checked the door was she clothed? Or will Tina have easy access…Please post soon.

    4. I am glad that Tina has finally gotten clearity. She needs to come clean with Bette and it would be great for Angelica to wake up and find her Mommie’s cuddled up spooning on the sofa. Very good chappie Lauren :o)

    5. Again with the “leave them hangin'” ending? You are killing us!! ( LOL) I can’t wait for Tina to tell Bette her feelings. Let the NC-17 loving begin !!! Right Lauren, NC-17? Come on it Portard Time !!

    6. Aaa man not nice to leave us like this my friend and hope you will POST SOON, thanks. This is awesome and can’t wait to see they are back together as a family agian, and I agree with Lamentamini and let see whats next, thanks!

    7. Finally, both are coming to their senses and placing their head where their hearts have been all a long. Neither Catilyn nor Martin can hold a candle to Tina or Bette. Again it takes Angel to open their eyes to the fact that they love each other unconditionally.

    8. Hey Lauren, I adore ths tale. Finally Tina is being honest with her own feelings and emotions. You do get what you settle for. I think that Bette was right to go after Tina and sort out her own thoughts first. This prompted Tina to re-evaluate her situation and admit that Bette has her heart and soul. Martin was a distraction; a way to lead a traditional life and be easily integrated into society but at the cost of true happiness and completeness. This is too high a price and I am so happy that Tina realized where she belongs and who totally fills her heart. I just hope that she hasn’t left it too late. It will be interesting to see how the gang react to this news, Can’t wait. Thak you so much for this morning pleasure. Your Loyal Fan.

    9. WELL….i just hate u 4 stopping right there…and i knew as soon as she got stuck on bette’s hands that she’d up and leave martin in the lurch but he sounds like a really really nice guy so maybe he can be godfater to their boy when he’s born….PPS

    10. Wow Tina. So she just runs out of the bedroom and leaves Martin like that. I really feel bad for Martin…he is a good man. He still loves Tina, after all this crap. He’s stuck bt thie B&T drama. Poor guy should’ve known he was going to lose. So Caitlin’s OUT(yay), now Martin’s OUt(yay).Whats Next?..post soon Lauren.

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