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    Realizing – Chapter 7

    Story written on September 6, 2006 by Lauren25.
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    Talking, getting the story along :)

    “I can’t answer that right now.” Tina says, starting to sob a little.

    “Then when? It should be an easy answer Tina.” Bette asks.

    Tina remains quiet.

    “Tina, all I did was tell you how I feel. Then you come around and kiss me. I haven’t slept all night. My mind is still racing, could she finally come around, was it a slight possibility that we could be together again. But then you come here and tell me it should never have happened? Then well, you shouldn’t have kissed me Tina. You can’t do this again.” Bette says.

    “Do what Bette?” Tina asks curiously.

    “This, be here but at the same time, not be here. You have to sort out what ever that’s on your mind Tina.” Bette says. “Until you figure it out, I don’t think we should see each other at all.” Bette says.

    “What about Angelica?” Tina asks.

    “Day Care. I pick her up there and drop her off there.” Bette says. “Find out what you want Tina.” Bette says and walks to the door and opens it up, indicating to Tina to leave. Tina stands up and walks towards Bette, she stops in the doorway to Bette’ voice.

    “Tina, be honest with yourself. When you have it figured out, you know where to find me.” Bette says. Tina leaves.

    Out in the parking lot, Tina starts to cry. She gets to her car and drives off towards home. Martin had called her earlier to let her know that he has a meeting after work, so she knows the house is empty. She gets in and heads for the kitchen and makes herself a cup of tea. She takes a seat at the kitchen table. Her mind is wandering in so many different directions.

    ‘I loves Martin, don’t I? Then why did I kiss Bette? Oh my God, what a kiss. I’ve missed her lips. God Tina, stop thinking like that. You’re marrying Martin. You’re planning a future with him. More kids… What about Angie? She already feels alone… she would feel even more alone, if all her siblings are white. Tina, stop thinking.’ She thinks to herself. Tears are running down her cheek. She wipes them away as they come. “I love him… don’t I?” Tina asks herself.

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    1. Well at least Martin was good for something. He got Tina to quit lying to herself. Okay I’m kidding. He still seems like a bit of a wuss to me but man am I glad he wasn’t a jackass. And I don’t think Tina thinks of Bette’s hands as just strong and beautiful either. ;)

    3. OMG..that was mean..really really..please let them talk..but no talk in bed..lol..and since i know you..i know that will not happen that soon..lol..great chappy..im glad Tina was honest with her heart..thanks

    9. Wow…I agreed with Bette when she told Tina she can’t keep being hot and cold…but I disagreed with her when she told her that the decision should be an easy one…they have alot to work out and ol Marty Mar was a safe choice. I am glad he took this like a champ…GO MARTY!…lol. So…if I read correctly Bette got undressed and then was all over the house so when she checked the door was she clothed? Or will Tina have easy access…Please post soon.

    12. I am glad that Tina has finally gotten clearity. She needs to come clean with Bette and it would be great for Angelica to wake up and find her Mommie’s cuddled up spooning on the sofa. Very good chappie Lauren :o)

    15. Again with the “leave them hangin'” ending? You are killing us!! ( LOL) I can’t wait for Tina to tell Bette her feelings. Let the NC-17 loving begin !!! Right Lauren, NC-17? Come on it Portard Time !!

    16. Aaa man not nice to leave us like this my friend and hope you will POST SOON, thanks. This is awesome and can’t wait to see they are back together as a family agian, and I agree with Lamentamini and let see whats next, thanks!

    18. Finally, both are coming to their senses and placing their head where their hearts have been all a long. Neither Catilyn nor Martin can hold a candle to Tina or Bette. Again it takes Angel to open their eyes to the fact that they love each other unconditionally.

    22. Hey Lauren, I adore ths tale. Finally Tina is being honest with her own feelings and emotions. You do get what you settle for. I think that Bette was right to go after Tina and sort out her own thoughts first. This prompted Tina to re-evaluate her situation and admit that Bette has her heart and soul. Martin was a distraction; a way to lead a traditional life and be easily integrated into society but at the cost of true happiness and completeness. This is too high a price and I am so happy that Tina realized where she belongs and who totally fills her heart. I just hope that she hasn’t left it too late. It will be interesting to see how the gang react to this news, Can’t wait. Thak you so much for this morning pleasure. Your Loyal Fan.

    24. WELL….i just hate u 4 stopping right there…and i knew as soon as she got stuck on bette’s hands that she’d up and leave martin in the lurch but he sounds like a really really nice guy so maybe he can be godfater to their boy when he’s born….PPS

    25. Wow Tina. So she just runs out of the bedroom and leaves Martin like that. I really feel bad for Martin…he is a good man. He still loves Tina, after all this crap. He’s stuck bt thie B&T drama. Poor guy should’ve known he was going to lose. So Caitlin’s OUT(yay), now Martin’s OUt(yay).Whats Next?..post soon Lauren.

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