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Reconciliation Part 21
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“Dylan, I don’t know what to think or what to believe right now. I asked you if there was anyone in your life. You told me no, but now I find you have been fucking your assistant. Even if it was just as a poor substitute for me, you were still fucking her. Don’t you get it? Don’t you understand? What am I to think about you? How can I trust you? How can I believe there could be anything more between us than just sex?
“I wasn’t trying to deceive you. I wasn’t lying to you. I knew I was not going to be with her again. I knew it was over. I didn’t feel I needed to tell you about her because I didn’t want to worry you over it.”
Helena laughed out loud. “Now that’s a joke! Dylan, do you ever think about anybody other than yourself? How do you think she would feel when you just tossed her aside? I could tell she cared for you more than just as boss. I could see it in every encounter I’ve had with the two of you How could you not see it? Even worse, how could you not admit it when I asked you?”
Dylan stood stunned at the turn of events, before she could answer Helena interrupted, “Don’t answer. There is no answer. I don’t know you. I had this image of who you are but I’m beginning to believe every part of it is a lie.”
“Helena, I don’t know the answer. I was afraid to lose you again. I didn’t want…" Dejected she stopped her explanation, "I’m sorry. I just don’t seem to be able to do anything right by you. Look, if you call me a cab I will get going. I’ll send your clothes back. You can just toss my clothes away, give them to charity, whatever you want to do. You don’t need to worry about getting them back to me. I don’t want to trouble you anymore.
“I’ll drive you to your hotel. I promised you that.”
The drive to the hotel was painfully quiet. Dylan fought to hold back her tears. She stared out the window and shook her head most of the way to the hotel. She didn’t tell Helena because she didn’t want to needlessly worry her about Chelsea. She didn’t expect Helena to find out about her. After such a beautiful night and morning she found herself in a worse state than she was prior to their meeting. She was even more in love with Helena but it was likely now that Helena had a worse sentiment about her. To add to it, she would have to deal with a hurt and angry assistant. Perhaps Helena was right, she wasn’t thinking about anybody other than herself. Now she had no one to blame but herself for the position she was in. There was no Danny to blame and she couldn’t blame Chelsea. She disregarded everyone’s feelings and now she was in much worse shape than she was 24 hours ago. The trip to LA might have been a new high for her career but personally it began to feel like her worse nightmare.
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Helena wasn’t playing fair. After all she’s the one who owns “The Shark Bar” and pretty much named it after herself, and her new relationship with Dylan was only about half a day old. Crap, Helena got a big ass bouquet from someone she had been a lot more interested in than Dylan was with that shrew Chelsea. Fire Chelsea NOW! Helena needs to come to her senses and apologize. And don’t even play us with that “this might be a good place to end this” shit! Take a breather and get back with this!
Wow, Squirl…you took it there, eh?! Whelp, I think it definitely is realistic. I don’t feel that Helena is out of line with her response to Dylan…because of what she has already experienced…not just in her life but with this same exact perso! It makes it feel like deja vu…makes her feel like an idiot (which of course is not true…she is someone who simply dared to love and trust). We can’t forget that she was utterly destroyed by Dylan’s betrayl. Yeah she became a self proclaimed shark…but truly was just a shadow of her former self…and not the softer…more lovely Helena that we are so protective of… I suppose this is the way many stories (fact and fiction) would end. For me, I wish it wouldn’t because I feel as though they are close…I think Dylan has shed some inhibitions that had been blocking them before….I think their connection is clear and I would love for them to take the time to discover whether it is really the foundation of true love. One way or another…it will be full of drama…I mean Helena has closed off again, but I would love to see Dylan fight for her! Once her truth gene will clicks in, they may have something! All in all, look at the passion this story is inspiring?!! It’s a beautiful thing. If only we get something half as brilliant on the small screen version!!
Squirl, if you end this story here, I’m going be really ticked off! These two women are so focused on protecting themselves from being hurt, they can’t see love staring them in the face. Helena really does need to get a grip – what the hell– she was just screwing with the model and Dylan didn’t raise holy hell about that. I mean really Helena… Dylan said the woman didn’t compare to you – get out of the past and move on with your life. And Dylan — come on woman! If that’s the best fight you have in you for the woman you love – you suck too! Damn, I’ll wait for at least a week but I sure as heck the story moves in a different direction… Great job Squirl
IF THAT’S THE END, IT’S FINE. NOW FIND HELENA A NEW, UNTARNISHED TRUE LOVE PLEASE. Thank u.
Hey you … ummmmm before I get all long winded and I am going to… at the end of the day was Dylan supposed to spend all this time ‘waiting’ for Helena… we all have urges… and has Helena come clean with all her deeds… come on… I can understand this as her being flighty and afraid… but Dylan has nothing to be sorry for… she acted on her urges with someone that was interested and more importantly I think Helena should realize the feeling that Dylan had since Helena would and has done the same thing when she had some kind of power/authority… Dylan bedded her assistant to take care of primal urges… and what she didn’t think about her feelings… so what… Helena has done the same thing… so sheep calling the cattle black… yes Dylan does owe Helena time and explanations… but when did they really have the oppertunity to discuss Dylan’s ‘sex’ life… I mean they pretty much came to in the last little bit and then they spent so much time ‘reconnecting’ hey Helena by the way I was fucking my assistant during the time I thought I might never see you again, what have you been up to… oh would you like to continue fucking… ok… sorry but Helena needs to grow up and take responsibility for her own actions if she didn’t trust Dylan then why did she fuck her… I was afraid to admit it… thats fine cause Dylan wasn’t and guess what Dylan also knew that you might never forgive her… or if you did it was going to take time… ok you… yes… I have more… but after my first viewing I was kind of like… yeah… ok… be back soon… lots of hugs, JC (Latin Nephew to those Salsa Angels and Proud Cuzzie to the ever brilliant Dragonfly Eunichick)
AAAAAAAwwwwwwwwwwwwwww Sqrirl, I’m touched, thank you for worrying about me, that is so sweet. Here is the real truth though, I would wait a week, a month, a year and the other part is I woould read whatever you write. I am going to read this now, had to block out the comments already here so I don’t get any clues, will be back in a bit. Thank you, Md
lol, hehehehehe, I don’t mean to laugh but thats sometimes what I do before I get in trouble. Yaya very heart breaking situation these beautys got them selfs into. I love Funnyone’s “And don’t ever play us with that “”this might be a good place to end the: shit””, still laughting, Bettyhall nice your concerned about Squirls sleeping paterns, we so want you to stay healthy Squirl, me too, T, your awful quite, I bet you really had more on your mind, And my man JC, if you thought you were long winded, hahahah, just hang out. Sorry to you all but I strongly disagree, Helena had every right to feel like she did. Helena left shark bar w/Rach and Dylan knew it, Helen didn’t lie about where the flowers came from she was open and honest about it. Helena got burned bad by Dylan and of course she was shaken to the core, let us give her some credit for even thinking about opening up again. I can’t even figure out how much of a fool she is going to feel like when it hits her. I don’t hate Dylan, I just see that her upbringing din’t teach her about truth and openness and she has a lot to learn. I would have put her in the cab and called it a day. No amount of good fucking will bring unquestionable love. JC, I may have to join you back here. Squirl, thank you and we will see you back here by next Saturday, you do deserve a break, these girls must make you crazy. Ok, bowing out backwards, Thank you, Md
recâ‹…onâ‹…cilâ‹…iâ‹…aâ‹…tion-noun1. an act of reconciling or the state of being reconciled.2. the process of making consistent or compatible.So as far as everything is concerned the have actually reconciled since they both have slept with one another and they are both sleeping with other people and the second meaning for the word kind of fits here… so they are consistent and compatible… they are living parallel lives… without the complete honesty… hmmmmm… ok… so yeah I guess Helena gets points that she left with someone else… and got flowers from someone else and can obviously sleep with someone else… hmmmmm… so does she actually ‘love’ Dylan… cause from here the answer is no… Dylan’s love must be meaningless cause she is afraid to be completely honest with Helena and yet… Helena has not been completely honest with Dylan… cause I don’t remember Helena telling Dylan the horror stories of what made her the woman she is… from her childhood… to Dylan… to Catherine… to Jail… to Dusty… to the Island… hmmmmm… so its ok for Dylan to open up and become vulnerable… but not for her to keeping a few secrets that she still has to process cause they are still fresh… but Helena doesn’t say a thing about how it all really affected her… she can screw her… her the words she’s longed for and then toss her like trash… yep… thats the high road… also I am not a huge Dylan fan but I can understand where she is coming from… she is not a stupid woman… she learned a long time ago you cannot give yourself completely, you completely rock and roll my extremely brilliant and passionate friend and yes please take some time… I can see how getting inside these heads like you do can exhaust you… love and hugs, JC
Oh, how I love good drama. Very heavy indeed. So many things I wanted to say have already been penned here by my friend, JC, so I won’t bore you with redundancy. I do think that Dylan should keep fighting for Helena. Don’t let Helena get away w/that shit, Dylan! She’s come this far already, she shouldn’t give up now and move on. She needs to get a little nasty and throw it back in Helena’s face that she (Helena) slept w/other women too–especially Raquel. Keep ’em coming Squirl, but take all the time you need. You’ve graced us with a wonderful chapter that will keep us buzzing ’til the next one.
ey Sue what are you up so late?? Helena doesnt play fair, Did she just want to she if she could have Dylan? Fire Chelsea and let Dylan try to get on with her life which I dont think she can with Helena. If Helena I would be on a red eye to NY and find my girl. this cant be the end, to many loose ends you need to tie up besides I like to read about both of them. thanks
Ok Ok…so you did suggest this to me and so you should have every right too.Its fabulously written and have enjoyed catching up on all 21 chapters.I am a huge fan of both ladies in Helena’s life i dont know i cant explain it i think Dylan might never try to hurt or disappoint Hel but it seems its always envietable. and as for Raquel i would like to know what Hel is realli feeling for her.Now the time to make the change forever Hel needs to decide who is in love with and Dylan just needs to stop apologising its getting old she just needs to stop making stupid mistakes in her life. ut i dont think either of them will ever get over one another so they should get on with it already.DYLENA iT should be noT HelQuel or DySea.PLEASE UPDATE SOON.and you should be very proud of such a beautiful and truly transpiring story.Caramel