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Reconciliation Part 21
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As Helena drove she did not look over at Dylan. She could not bear to let Dylan see her pain. After their incredible night together, she was so excited about the possibilities but those was quickly dashed when she overheard Dylan reassuring or rather consoling her lover. The lover she did not admit to having. The disappointment was deep and profound. She wanted to tell Dylan she loved her too. She was so afraid all night to admit it for fear of being hurt again. Now her greatest fears were realized. She questioned whether Dylan really loved her at all. Was it real or was it just some ploy or scheme.
As they approached the hotel, Dylan could see the limo waiting for her. Chelsea was standing near the car with a garment bag which she assumed was her change of clothing. She looked at the clock to see she was running very late to get to The Look studio. She turned to Helena and said, “I know you must hate me. I suppose you should. I feel like I keep saying I’m sorry to you but I’ll say it again. I know you probably don’t want to hear this again either and you may not believe it but I love you. That’s not now nor ever will be a lie.”
Helena kept a stiff lip and fought back her tears and responded coldly. “I had a really nice time last night. Congratulations on the film. I know it will be very successful for you. You deserve that.”
“I hope you’ll watch what I gave you. There’s something there for you.” Dylan stepped out of the car and walk to the driver’s side. “When I woke this morning I envisioned I would give you this mad passionate kiss that would make you long for me until the next time you saw me again. I guess I just blew that all around.”
Helena looked at Dylan through tear-filled eyes. “Why can it never be simple with you?”
Dylan bit her lip, “Maybe one day it will be. Maybe one day when I get my act together, it will be.”
Chelsea called out in an annoyed tone, “Dylan, you are late. We need to get going.”
Helena shook her head and chuckled sarcastically, “She’s still on the job. Maybe now that you are free…” Helena found a large lump in her throat then choked out. “Maybe things will work out for you. She certainly has your best interest in mind.”
Dylan looked at Chelsea then back at Helena, “I don’t want things to work out with her. She will never be you. Never!”
Helena looked into Dylan’s eyes then looked away. “Goodbye Dylan” She quickly put her car in gear and pulled away. There was a part of her that wanted to turn back and wrap her arms around Dylan but there was a larger part, the part of self-preservation that told her you can’t go back, you can never go back or look back, you must always look forward.
Dylan stepped into the waiting limo and took her clothes from Chelsea. As she changed in the car she too realized she could never go back. It was time to move forward. She had held on to her dreams of Helena for too long. Maybe it just was not meant to be, no matter how much she wanted it to be. Helena didn’t tell her she loved her. She longed to hear her say it. She wanted to believe she still did. She thought she felt it at times but the words were not there. Her tears flowed no matter how hard she fought to keep them suppressed. Chelsea tried to console and distract her but nothing she could say or do could take away the pain and agony Dylan found herself in. She realized it was time for her to move forward with her life. No more looking back. No more wishing on a star. Once this tour was over, she was off to film her next documentary about the home towns of the kids from the refugee soccer team. She was determined to bury herself in her work and put all of it, Chelsea included, behind her.
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Helena wasn’t playing fair. After all she’s the one who owns “The Shark Bar” and pretty much named it after herself, and her new relationship with Dylan was only about half a day old. Crap, Helena got a big ass bouquet from someone she had been a lot more interested in than Dylan was with that shrew Chelsea. Fire Chelsea NOW! Helena needs to come to her senses and apologize. And don’t even play us with that “this might be a good place to end this” shit! Take a breather and get back with this!
Wow, Squirl…you took it there, eh?! Whelp, I think it definitely is realistic. I don’t feel that Helena is out of line with her response to Dylan…because of what she has already experienced…not just in her life but with this same exact perso! It makes it feel like deja vu…makes her feel like an idiot (which of course is not true…she is someone who simply dared to love and trust). We can’t forget that she was utterly destroyed by Dylan’s betrayl. Yeah she became a self proclaimed shark…but truly was just a shadow of her former self…and not the softer…more lovely Helena that we are so protective of… I suppose this is the way many stories (fact and fiction) would end. For me, I wish it wouldn’t because I feel as though they are close…I think Dylan has shed some inhibitions that had been blocking them before….I think their connection is clear and I would love for them to take the time to discover whether it is really the foundation of true love. One way or another…it will be full of drama…I mean Helena has closed off again, but I would love to see Dylan fight for her! Once her truth gene will clicks in, they may have something! All in all, look at the passion this story is inspiring?!! It’s a beautiful thing. If only we get something half as brilliant on the small screen version!!
Squirl, if you end this story here, I’m going be really ticked off! These two women are so focused on protecting themselves from being hurt, they can’t see love staring them in the face. Helena really does need to get a grip – what the hell– she was just screwing with the model and Dylan didn’t raise holy hell about that. I mean really Helena… Dylan said the woman didn’t compare to you – get out of the past and move on with your life. And Dylan — come on woman! If that’s the best fight you have in you for the woman you love – you suck too! Damn, I’ll wait for at least a week but I sure as heck the story moves in a different direction… Great job Squirl
IF THAT’S THE END, IT’S FINE. NOW FIND HELENA A NEW, UNTARNISHED TRUE LOVE PLEASE. Thank u.
Hey you … ummmmm before I get all long winded and I am going to… at the end of the day was Dylan supposed to spend all this time ‘waiting’ for Helena… we all have urges… and has Helena come clean with all her deeds… come on… I can understand this as her being flighty and afraid… but Dylan has nothing to be sorry for… she acted on her urges with someone that was interested and more importantly I think Helena should realize the feeling that Dylan had since Helena would and has done the same thing when she had some kind of power/authority… Dylan bedded her assistant to take care of primal urges… and what she didn’t think about her feelings… so what… Helena has done the same thing… so sheep calling the cattle black… yes Dylan does owe Helena time and explanations… but when did they really have the oppertunity to discuss Dylan’s ‘sex’ life… I mean they pretty much came to in the last little bit and then they spent so much time ‘reconnecting’ hey Helena by the way I was fucking my assistant during the time I thought I might never see you again, what have you been up to… oh would you like to continue fucking… ok… sorry but Helena needs to grow up and take responsibility for her own actions if she didn’t trust Dylan then why did she fuck her… I was afraid to admit it… thats fine cause Dylan wasn’t and guess what Dylan also knew that you might never forgive her… or if you did it was going to take time… ok you… yes… I have more… but after my first viewing I was kind of like… yeah… ok… be back soon… lots of hugs, JC (Latin Nephew to those Salsa Angels and Proud Cuzzie to the ever brilliant Dragonfly Eunichick)
AAAAAAAwwwwwwwwwwwwwww Sqrirl, I’m touched, thank you for worrying about me, that is so sweet. Here is the real truth though, I would wait a week, a month, a year and the other part is I woould read whatever you write. I am going to read this now, had to block out the comments already here so I don’t get any clues, will be back in a bit. Thank you, Md
lol, hehehehehe, I don’t mean to laugh but thats sometimes what I do before I get in trouble. Yaya very heart breaking situation these beautys got them selfs into. I love Funnyone’s “And don’t ever play us with that “”this might be a good place to end the: shit””, still laughting, Bettyhall nice your concerned about Squirls sleeping paterns, we so want you to stay healthy Squirl, me too, T, your awful quite, I bet you really had more on your mind, And my man JC, if you thought you were long winded, hahahah, just hang out. Sorry to you all but I strongly disagree, Helena had every right to feel like she did. Helena left shark bar w/Rach and Dylan knew it, Helen didn’t lie about where the flowers came from she was open and honest about it. Helena got burned bad by Dylan and of course she was shaken to the core, let us give her some credit for even thinking about opening up again. I can’t even figure out how much of a fool she is going to feel like when it hits her. I don’t hate Dylan, I just see that her upbringing din’t teach her about truth and openness and she has a lot to learn. I would have put her in the cab and called it a day. No amount of good fucking will bring unquestionable love. JC, I may have to join you back here. Squirl, thank you and we will see you back here by next Saturday, you do deserve a break, these girls must make you crazy. Ok, bowing out backwards, Thank you, Md
recâ‹…onâ‹…cilâ‹…iâ‹…aâ‹…tion-noun1. an act of reconciling or the state of being reconciled.2. the process of making consistent or compatible.So as far as everything is concerned the have actually reconciled since they both have slept with one another and they are both sleeping with other people and the second meaning for the word kind of fits here… so they are consistent and compatible… they are living parallel lives… without the complete honesty… hmmmmm… ok… so yeah I guess Helena gets points that she left with someone else… and got flowers from someone else and can obviously sleep with someone else… hmmmmm… so does she actually ‘love’ Dylan… cause from here the answer is no… Dylan’s love must be meaningless cause she is afraid to be completely honest with Helena and yet… Helena has not been completely honest with Dylan… cause I don’t remember Helena telling Dylan the horror stories of what made her the woman she is… from her childhood… to Dylan… to Catherine… to Jail… to Dusty… to the Island… hmmmmm… so its ok for Dylan to open up and become vulnerable… but not for her to keeping a few secrets that she still has to process cause they are still fresh… but Helena doesn’t say a thing about how it all really affected her… she can screw her… her the words she’s longed for and then toss her like trash… yep… thats the high road… also I am not a huge Dylan fan but I can understand where she is coming from… she is not a stupid woman… she learned a long time ago you cannot give yourself completely, you completely rock and roll my extremely brilliant and passionate friend and yes please take some time… I can see how getting inside these heads like you do can exhaust you… love and hugs, JC
Oh, how I love good drama. Very heavy indeed. So many things I wanted to say have already been penned here by my friend, JC, so I won’t bore you with redundancy. I do think that Dylan should keep fighting for Helena. Don’t let Helena get away w/that shit, Dylan! She’s come this far already, she shouldn’t give up now and move on. She needs to get a little nasty and throw it back in Helena’s face that she (Helena) slept w/other women too–especially Raquel. Keep ’em coming Squirl, but take all the time you need. You’ve graced us with a wonderful chapter that will keep us buzzing ’til the next one.
ey Sue what are you up so late?? Helena doesnt play fair, Did she just want to she if she could have Dylan? Fire Chelsea and let Dylan try to get on with her life which I dont think she can with Helena. If Helena I would be on a red eye to NY and find my girl. this cant be the end, to many loose ends you need to tie up besides I like to read about both of them. thanks
Ok Ok…so you did suggest this to me and so you should have every right too.Its fabulously written and have enjoyed catching up on all 21 chapters.I am a huge fan of both ladies in Helena’s life i dont know i cant explain it i think Dylan might never try to hurt or disappoint Hel but it seems its always envietable. and as for Raquel i would like to know what Hel is realli feeling for her.Now the time to make the change forever Hel needs to decide who is in love with and Dylan just needs to stop apologising its getting old she just needs to stop making stupid mistakes in her life. ut i dont think either of them will ever get over one another so they should get on with it already.DYLENA iT should be noT HelQuel or DySea.PLEASE UPDATE SOON.and you should be very proud of such a beautiful and truly transpiring story.Caramel