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Seemingly Lost Chptr. 11
“She’s trying to hide it but I can see it. She doesn’t go out with other people, she changes the subject when we try to talk about anything involving you, she‘s slowly starting to an introvert, ya know? She gets this look in her eye. It’s so sad, Jus.” Justine was hurt by Bette’s last sentence. “Look I’m not telling you to change at all, you know I would love you if you were riding the short bus.” they both laughed, and she continued “I just think that you should sit down and talk about it some more before you continue with what you’re doing to her. She deserves at least that much.”
“Were.”
“Were.”
“…You were my friend?” Bette’s mind echoed Tina’s statements. The only syllable on repeat was the small past tense that held so much of her future. It could have been her emotions or it could have been her lack of actual food today, but Bette became undeniably upset.
She had to make Tina understand that she could no longer be her safe harbor in a scary world of doubt and lack of self assurance. Because it hurt, it physically hurt her to see Justine touch her. And to see how much her body responded to her caresses. Everything in her hurt to see the woman she wanted more than anything to be with another woman; an undeserving woman at that.
“Tina I am still your friend. Which is why I tried to get Justine to stop, I wanted you to be happy. I understand that you…”
“You really don’t! Don’t ever say you understand what this feels like! You don’t know what it feels like to be lied to by your best friend and you don’t understand what it feels like be made a fool of by someone you thought you loved. You really don’t know what’s going through me right now.” Tina’s eyes were like steel and Bette could feel the intense pain emanating from them.
They sat in silence, neither wanting to speak. Both not knowing what to say to the other. Tina’s body and demeanor was as broken as her heart, she really didn’t know what to say or how to feel about the whole situation. Bette’s anxiety was gaining all control over her reasoning. She rose quickly unable to sit and watch as Tina’s mind played with the response she was looking for.
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(12 votes, average: 3.83 out of 5)
Good for Tina to have left Justine’s @ss! But what about Bette? D@mn! This is f*cked up!
Drama never smelled so good.I loved the way Tina kissed Bette and told her to stay away from her.
Nice to see an update!! I feel really bad for tina!! bette was in a really tough spot… glad tina left justine… oh boy much drama head! :)
Wow! Bette was wrong but damn. Maybe Tina just needs a little time to calm down and what is this business about the car? Hope you don’t keep us waiting long to find out where Tina went.
Good for Tina hate that sshe told Bette to stay away from her. Now where is our Tina? thanks
Fantastic update, I didn’t want it to end.
Great chapter…..Now Bette needs to go fight for her T.
OMG…she left Bette too. I sure hope you post soon..I love this story.
Damn, not only did Tina walk out of Justine’s sorry ass life but also Bette’s, the only person to truely love her. Some how those two need to work something out and soon.
I am glad that Tina left Justine for good. However, Bette is heartbroken and she got worse treatment than the woman that Tina choose. Despite Bette’s bad choices Tina choose Bette’s cousin over her because she wasn’t brave enough to go for what she wanted and it let Bette believe that was what she wanted. Maybe Tina better take a hard look at herself because she started this mess. I am anxious to read the next chapter.
i have loved this story from the beginning, thank god you finally posted, can’t wait for the next chapter!!!
Man, I know I was gone for a while but WTF?!?
Good finally Tina dump her. But what about Bette, hope not her too!